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Friday, August 31, 2007

Human Wrongs
















Seneca on Man’s Moral Purpose

A first century bust believed to be of Seneca, from the National Archaeological Museum in Naples

God is near you, is with you, is inside you…. If you have ever come on a dense wood of ancient trees that have risen to an exceptional height, shutting out all sight of the sky with one thick screen of branches upon another, the loftiness of the forest, the seclusion of the spot, your sense of the wonder at finding so deep and unbroken a gloom out of doors, will persuade you of the presence of a deity…. And if you come across a man who is not alarmed by dangers, not touched by passionate longing, happy in adversity, calm in the midst of storm… is it not likely that a feeling of awe for him will find its way into your heart?… Praise in him what can neither be given nor snatched away, what is peculiarly human. You ask what that is? It is his soul, and reason perfected in the soul. For the human being is a rational animal.

Lucius Annaeus Seneca, Epistolae morales ad Lucilium, lib iv, epis 41 (64 CE)

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Psychologists and the Torture Question

A few weeks ago, I reported that two major professional organizations—the lawyers (ABA) and the psychologists (APA)–appeared poised to condemn the Bush Administration’s torture policies and to stake out principled positions against their members’ collaboration in these practices. Well they did, sort-of.

The 400,000-member American Bar Association passed a resolution which was unequivocal and very strong in its terms. They condemned President Bush’s July 20, 2007 Executive Order, calling it illegal, and they called on Congress to overturn it through legislation. They even committed their resources to lobbying for Congressional action on the issue. The vote in the House of Delegates was 545 to 1. Rather lopsided.

However, the American Psychological Association took a far more nuanced position. They condemned some of the techniques that Bush authorized as “torture.” That was a step forward. But they turned down a resolution counseling members to refrain from involvement in highly coercive interrogation process, largely on the strength of members associated with the Department of Defense who argued that the presence of psychologists was essential to prohibit abuse. Indeed, Agence France Press captioned its report this way: “US psychologists limit roles in torture of military prisoners” . I think this is far from commentary. AFP got the story just right.

The Hippocratic Oath, sworn by medical professionals from the 4th century BCE forward, requires the professional to swear with respect to all his subjects that “I will keep them from harm and injustice.” It seems clear that, in the thinking of the APA, some footnotes to this oath are necessary. In particular, APA appears to believe that these ethical rules really shouldn’t stand in the way of lucrative contracts with the Department of Defense, especially when DOD promises to give psychologists the power to prescribe medications—something denied to psychologists by state licensing authorities. You really can’t look at the APA conduct and escape the conclusion that the leadership of this organization is, plain and simple, in the thrall of the Defense Department.

The Houston Chronicle, which is by and large a pro-Bush Administration newspaper, took a look at the goings on at the APA and came away with a distinct sensation of nausea. In an editorial captioned “Human Wrongs,” they put their finger on what is, at its core, an institutional abdication of ethics:

The worst argument for psychologists’ presence at interrogations comes from U.S. Army Col. Larry James, director of the psychology department of a military medical center,” the Chronicle went on to explain. ‘If we lose psychologists from these facilities, people are going to die,’ he said at the APA meeting. Psychologists, James suggested, can rein [in] or report overzealous violators.

Any interrogation system that teeters so close to atrocities needs more than a psychologist. It requires thorough overhaul and specific bans of the most extreme methods. The Department of Defense has listed such prohibitions. The CIA has not.

Torturing prisoners doesn’t produce reliable data. It does, however, violate human rights and strip Americans of the right to protest torture of its own men and women. Above all, it blurs our credibility as a democracy worth defending. No American psychologist should have a part in an interrogation system with the potential to devolve into murder. No American should.

And now one of the APA’s Prize recipients, Mary Pipher, who wrote the New York Times bestseller Reviving Ophelia has returned her Presidential Citation from the APA as a result of the organization’s morally aberrant conduct in San Francisco. Pipher wrote:

I cannot accept the August 19, 2007 Reaffirmation of APA’s Position Against Torture… Under this motion, psychologists will be allowed to continue working on interrogation teams that are not subject to the Geneva Conventions. This motion places our organization on the side of the CIA and Department of Defense and at odds with the United Nations, The Red Cross, the American Psychiatric Association and the American Medical Association. With this reaffirmation we have made a terrible mistake.

The corruption of the institutional standards of an important profession is concern for all of us. Right now, the APA is out on a limb doing a tango with the CIA and the DOD. The branch has cracked and it is going to fall to the ground. And the reputation of the APA is going to suffer still more when the collaboration of some of its members with the torture regime is fully exposed, as it surely will be.

All Americans need to be asking how our society can cope with a profession that is beset with such severe moral rot.

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Self Examination



















Meng Zi on the Need for the Rule of Law

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August 30, 2007


Meng Zi or Mencius

When the prince has no principles by which he examines his administration, and his ministers have no laws by which they keep themselves in the discharge of their duties, then in the court obedience is not paid to principle, and in the office obedience is not paid to rule. Superiors violate the laws of righteousness, and inferiors violate the penal laws. It is only by a fortunate chance that a State in such a case is preserved.

Meng Zi (孟子), The Works of Mencius, bk iv, pt i: Li Lao, sec 8 (4th century BCE)(J. Legge transl.)


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Meng Zi

The Chinese philosopher Meng Zi (孟子, Mencius) in the fourth century before the common era (the Warring States Period in Chinese history) laid great importance on the Government’s role in dealing with floods and natural disasters. The ruler had a right to the obedience of his subjects because he held the mandate of heaven, Meng Zi said. But this mandate could only be held by one who knows the moral order of the universe, actually observes it and thus is a worthy ruler. Otherwise one has no business, and no right, being in power. And the person purporting to hold the mandate of heaven is also subject to the “judgment of history.” In particular, he has a duty to protect his people from the assaults of other states, but particularly from the ravages of nature manifested in flooding. If the levees failed, and the fields and cities are flooded, disaster and famine ensued. Then, in Meng Zi’s view, the mandate of heaven was revoked. It was time to search out a new leader. But more than this, it meant that heaven’s judgment had fallen: the leader was a fraud. He never actually held the mandate of heaven in the first place.

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Learn Together and Debate for the Sake of Heaven













Some pieces snipped from John Boettiger's lovely blog:
www.reckonings.net/reckonings/

Evtach v'lo efchad – I will trust and not be afraid


Editor's preface

The words are from Isaiah. They serve as the text of the following reflections on the theme of trust by Joshua Boettiger. The occasion was his formal installation as rabbi of Congregation Beth El, in Bennington, Vermont, in May 2007.

Erik Erikson proposed that the development of trust is the first, most primal task of human development, shaped by the character of the relationship between mother and infant in the first year of life -- a task never completed, evolving in dynamic balance with mistrust throughout the life cycle, underlying our capacity and expression of hope and care for ourselves and others.

Joshua says that
evtach v'lo efchad "is more a prayer than a statement of fact." When that prayer is consciously drawn into our regular and evolving practice, it becomes an instrument of the enduring task of human development Erikson describes. So the insights of psychology and religion unite and serve a fuller understanding and experience of our lives.
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A chavruta in Judaism is one’s study partner. Chavrutas are supposed to learn together and debate l’shem shamayim, for the sake of heaven. The chavrutachavruta relationship is a sacred relationship, each partner working to bring out the best in the other, recognizing the unique gifts in the other, challenging the other lovingly. I think this model of , of being partners in study, is a fitting one to describe the relationship between a rabbi and a congregation. In Judaism, learning together is an act of serving God. It is said when two study Torah together, God is present. When this many of us study Torah together – which in a very real sense we are doing tonight – there’s a lot of God in the room.

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The theme we are working with tonight is evtach v’lo efchad. I will trust and I will not be afraid. I have been turning this verse over in my head these past weeks. Of course it is easier said than done. Though it originally comes from Isaiah, we say it during the havdalah ritual, a time when we are reluctant to say goodbye to Shabbat, a time when the sky is darkening, a time of transition, a time when our prayers are most filled with longing, a time of fear mingled with hope. And we hold up a full cup of wine, and we say: I will trust and I will not be afraid. It’s more of a prayer than a statement of fact. Aviva Zornberg says one only says, don’t be afraid, when one is, in fact, afraid.

This past Yom Kippur, we talked about fear, and what a healthy relationship to fear might look like – so it feels appropriate now, to turn towards trust, to explore what that might look like to really learn how to move and live our lives from a place of trust. To choose trust, at least as much as we’re able.

In the world we live in, we have grown increasingly accustomed to the politics of fear, and it seems, in my experience, that the automatic fallback place, or default position is often one of fear, even if it’s subtle. That if we’re not conscious of it, we tend to make our decisions - as individuals, communities, and as a nation - from a place of fear. We want to preserve, and so much around us announces so often how much we are in the process of, or at risk of, losing. Starting with the earth, I guess, and the environmental crisis, which I believe is the most pressing issue of our time – and working out, or in, from there. It seems too easy to move through the world as if it were a place of scarcity, and the best case scenario is simply holding on to what we have. So how to respond, how not to despair?

It strikes me that trust is not something that just shows up one morning and announces itself. Perhaps trust comes in small moments, but then it retreats again. Maybe trusting is something we need to learn how to do, that it is an acquired skill. It has been occurring to me more and more that trust - the intention to cultivate trust – needs to be a practice. What does this mean? We need to develop habits that cultivate trust. Trust is not passive. Trust creates its own reality.

I think this is among the primary roles religion can play: it can give us practices that teach us how to trust.

There is the Jewish tradition of giving tzedakah (charity), or of hospitality, or of prayer that I might name as some trust practices, but of late, I have been thinking about the havdalah ritual itself. Now we do this ritual at the end of Shabbat, when there are three stars in the sky. We bless the wine, the spices, the light from the candle, distinction itself – all as a way of bringing some of the spirit of Shabbat with us into the week. This ritual is the beginning of a trust practice When it’s Shabbat, we are in Shabbat mind – mochin gadlut, as the rabbis called it, ‘big mind. Shabbat is trust. It’s essentially saying, OK, we’re all together now, we’re in this Shabbat mind of abundance and fellowship, but the regular week is about to begin – how can we hold onto this reality as we go back to our lives? Put differently, how can we remind each other to trust when we fall back into the daily rhythms of fear?

There’s a Rebbe Nachman story of a King and his faithful advisor. The advisor tells the king that there is a diseased wheat crop, and everyone in the kingdom has eaten from this diseased wheat and become mad. The men realize that either they eat of the crop and become mad as well – or – they don’t eat of it. But if they are sane and everyone else is mad, it will appear as if they are the ones who are mad! This feels a little bit like fear as it drives our society – that we’re catching this fear from what we eat, what we take in, or imbibe, as we go through each day.

In the end, they decide to eat the wheat, but before they do so, they each put a mark on the other’s face, so that, even in the midst of madness, they can look at one another, and be reminded by that mark, by the other, of what is really true. So we could call this the mark of trust in the other’s face. How much we need each other. One person cannot have enough trust by himself. And the rabbis say that about the mitzvot as well. There are 613 mitzvot in the Torah, but an individual cannot keep all those by him or herself. We need a community to keep them – literally. So we can remind one another. We can look at each other and say: right, it’s OK to trust.

How can trust become an embodied verb, and not just a mental decision? How do we live it into action? When ritual works, it works because it is embodied. The cup of wine is full on havdalah. That is the first reminder. There is enough. The world – at its core – is an abundant place. The spices wake us up. They are sweet. When we hold up our hands to look at the candle, we see the play of shadow and light – we see that both exist, and we must be true to each, and aware of each. We cannot afford a Pollyanna approach. And as my stepdad told me before I left to travel in Europe after high school, Trust, but bind your camel. And the final blessing is the blessing of separation in general. In Judaism to make something holy is to set it aside. Maybe this seems counterintuitive since we’re talking about coming together, but each of us expresses our trust by just trying to love who is right in front of us, or near us, or by choosing a tradition or a craft, or our work – and trusting that through this particular focus, in the end it will serve the greater community. Committing to the small tribe teaches us about commitment to the larger tribe.

And then we close the ceremony by singing Eliyahu Hanavi, Elijiah the Prophet, which is our Jewish version of Sam Cooke’s “A Change is Gonna Come.” It’s a commandment in Judaism to hope.

Rabbi Arik Asherman of Rabbis for Human Rights, who spoke in the area this past week, said in his peacemaking work, he needed to trust that relationship can be transformative. That even in the darkest times in Israel, he needed to trust that encounter, even with one person, could change things. So perhaps trust is also about allowing ourselves to believe in real transformation through encounter.

May we continue to become practitioners of trust. May we learn to recognize the mark of trust in each other’s faces.

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

The Dark Night



















From NYTimes

A Saint’s Dark Night

THE stunning revelations contained in a new book, which show that Mother Teresa doubted God’s existence, will delight her detractors and confuse her admirers. Or is it the other way around?

The private journals and letters of the woman now known as Blessed Teresa of Calcutta will be released next month as “Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light,” and some excerpts have been published in Time magazine. The pious title of the book, however, is misleading. Most of its pages reveal not the serene meditations of a Catholic sister confident in her belief, but the agonized words of a person confronting a terrifying period of darkness that lasted for decades.

“In my soul I feel just that terrible pain of loss,” she wrote in 1959, “of God not wanting me — of God not being God — of God not existing.” According to the book, this inner turmoil, known by only a handful of her closest colleagues, lasted until her death in 1997.

Gleeful detractors may point to this as yet another example of the hypocrisy of organized religion. The woman widely known in her lifetime as a “living saint” apparently didn’t even believe in God.

It was not always so. In 1946, Mother Teresa, then 36, was hard at work in a girls school in Calcutta when she fell ill. On a train ride en route to some rest in Darjeeling, she had heard what she would later call a “voice” asking her to work with the poorest of the poor, and experienced a profound sense of God’s presence.

A few years later, however, after founding the Missionaries of Charity and beginning her work with the poor, darkness descended on her inner life. In 1957, she wrote to the archbishop of Calcutta about her struggles, saying, “I find no words to express the depths of the darkness.”

But to conclude that Mother Teresa was a crypto-atheist is to misread both the woman and the experience that she was forced to undergo.

Even the most sophisticated believers sometimes believe that the saints enjoyed a stress-free spiritual life — suffering little personal doubt. For many saints this is accurate: St. Francis de Sales, the 17th-century author of “An Introduction to the Devout Life,” said that he never went more than 15 minutes without being aware of God’s presence. Yet the opposite experience is so common it even has a name. St. John of the Cross, the Spanish mystic, labeled it the “dark night,” the time when a person feels completely abandoned by God, and which can lead even ardent believers to doubt God’s existence.

During her final illness, St. Thérèse of Lisieux, the 19th-century French Carmelite nun who is now widely revered as “The Little Flower,” faced a similar trial, which seemed to center on doubts about whether anything awaited her after death. “If you only knew what darkness I am plunged into,” she said to the sisters in her convent. But Mother Teresa’s “dark night” was of a different magnitude, lasting for decades. It is almost unparalleled in the lives of the saints.

In time, with the aid of the priest who acted as her spiritual director, Mother Teresa concluded that these painful experiences could help her identify not only with the abandonment that Jesus Christ felt during the crucifixion, but also with the abandonment that the poor faced daily. In this way she hoped to enter, in her words, the “dark holes” of the lives of the people with whom she worked. Paradoxically, then, Mother Teresa’s doubt may have contributed to the efficacy of one of the more notable faith-based initiatives of the last century.

Few of us, even the most devout believers, are willing to leave everything behind to serve the poor. Consequently, Mother Teresa’s work can seem far removed from our daily lives. Yet in its relentless and even obsessive questioning, her life intersects with that of the modern atheist and agnostic. “If I ever become a saint,” she wrote, “I will surely be one of ‘darkness.’ ”

Mother Teresa’s ministry with the poor won her the Nobel Prize and the admiration of a believing world. Her ministry to a doubting modern world may have just begun.

James Martin is a Jesuit priest and the author of “My Life With the Saints.”

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The Soul ~ St. John of the Cross

Upon a darkened night
The flame of love was burning in my breast
And by a lantern bright
I fled my house while all in quiet rest

Shrouded by the night
And by the secret stair I quickly fled
The veil concealed my eyes
While all within lay quiet as the dead.

(Chorus)

O, night thou was my guide!
O, night more loving than the rising sun!
O, night that joined the Lover to the beloved one!
Transforming each of them into the other.

Upon that misty night
In secrecy beyond such mortal sight
Without a guide or light
Than that which burned as deeply in my heart.

That fire 'twas led me on
And shone more bright than of the midday sun
To where He waited still
It was a place where no one else could come.

(Chorus)

Within my pounding heart
Which kept itself entirely for Him
He fell into His sleep
beneath the cedars all my love I gave.

From o'er the fortress walls
The wind would brush His hair against His brow
And with its smoother hand
caressed my every sense it would allow.

(Chorus)

I lost my self to Him
And laid my face upon my Lover's breast
And care and grief grew dim
As in the morning's mist became the light.
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair.

*Arranged and adapted by Loreena McKennitt, 1993

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"The tendency in our spiritual life but also in our more general attitude toward love is that our feelings are all that is going on," he says. "And so to us the totality of love is what we feel. But to really love someone requires commitment, fidelity and vulnerability. Mother Teresa wasn't 'feeling' Christ's love, and she could have shut down. But she was up at 4:30 every morning for Jesus, and still writing to him, 'Your happiness is all I want.' That's a powerful example even if you are not talking in exclusively religious terms."

America's Martin wants to talk precisely in religious terms. "Everything she's experiencing," he says, "is what average believers experience in their spiritual lives writ large. I have known scores of people who have felt abandoned by God and had doubts about God's existence. And this book expresses that in such a stunning way but shows her full of complete trust at the same time." He takes a breath. "Who would have thought that the person who was considered the most faithful woman in the world struggled like that with her faith?" he asks. "And who would have thought that the one thought to be the most ardent of believers could be a saint to the skeptics?" Martin has long used Teresa as an example to parishioners of self-emptying love. Now, he says, he will use her extraordinary faith in the face of overwhelming silence to illustrate how doubt is a natural part of everyone's life, be it an average believer's or a world-famous saint's.

(Time Magazine)


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“In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o' clock in the morning, day after day.”


~F. Scott Fitzgerald

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What a strange time we inhabit!

If psychology and spirituality are at odds, or are mutually exclusive, we remain fragmented in our outlook and unable to claim all the parts of ourselves as a wholeness. Are they even talking about the same things? Does the "dark night of the soul" equate to depression? Are they similar, or simply different mappings depending on how each person views the phenomena?

Psychology, in it's desire to be useful to corporate society codifies and speaks its language. But is the map the territory? Has it simply capitulated in the American turf wars to make it easier for its professionals to receive third party payments? Psychology becomes a foot soldier in the drive for "person as product," following the corporate model. The "ideal" is then constructed as fabrication. (Making or fixing or correcting the product.) Is what we are striving for "the norm"? Is our aspiration to be a false persona, a fabrication, a construction which we then climb in and inhabit ? Part of that false persona should be "optimism" -- relentless upbeat smiley-faced cheerfulness and a driving out of all darkness. All rationality. All light. A priest friend used to call the archetype the "happy Christian."

If the object is driving out the darkness how are we then different from the "spell casters" of yore? I've spent my own mountains of hours spell-casting and pushing back darkness, and banishing the darkness, but when the overwhelming finality of an event or events overtakes us, there is a still deep darkness that IS that "peace that passes all understanding" --- and it surely isn't peaceful when it's happening. It's murder. The possibility of reflection and self-examination awaits us in the darkness, in the waiting, in the apparent absence of God. Much as I reject my own darkness and fear, my pain and depression, my sense of the absence of God (reject as in, refuse to acknowledge or to see) a deeper truth draws me on.

In the darkness, I wonder, "How could God inhabit doubt and darkness?" "Where is God in this?" "Where is meaning in this?"

The human brain , mind, and nervous system loves patterns. We have an epiphany, and we want to repeat it over and over. We want God to be THAT. We become wedded to our own story. Our own "spiritual story." Our own "lessons learned." Then it's all settled.

I think that when God calls us, God awakens something in us that can't be predicted or tamed. God won't be what we need God to be, or what we want God to be. God needs to be God. Just as we, to become God's own, need very much to become our own self, the self that God created us to be. Not "the happy Christian" or some idea we have of how we ought to be to be pleasing to God. The pride we have in us wants to make ourselves -- wants to construct ourselves. We want to be self - made, and we tell ourselves we are! We are self made people! "I made myself what I am today!"

One of the graces of my life, was to be present with my brother when he was paralyzed in an accident. Soon after that, our mother died in a way both sudden and mysterious. Bam! Bam! All of that sense of being the master of one's fate and the author of one's soul was swept away, was obliterated, not just for me, but also for my brother, my best friend. I knew it was gone for good. I couldn't view the world as the same place that it had been before. My world changed, because I was changed. At the time, I certainly didn't think it was for "the better."

I was helpless, he was helpless, there was nothing to be done. There was nothing I could do the change the darkness of that time, the pain of my brother, the dismay and deep sadness of my own heart. It seemed that we' d been flung into a bottomless pit, and would be in free fall forever.

And yet. And yet. Somehow, in God's own way, that period of time was to be an opening for us both. It took from us -- what? I'm not sure. It killed something in me, is the only way I can put it. Something had to die. Something did die. I don't think that I have been quite the same since. But, in an odd way, it wasn't bad. It was a darkness that wasn't really dark. It was like walking up to death, or to something that your mind told you was horrible or terrible, and once you walked up to it, it was just -- not what you'd thought it was. It was something else.

I think that God is drawing us out into that realm where we are shown that it 's never the way we think it is, never the way it looks on the surface of things.

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There is a piece from Le Penseur Reflechit that illustrates this:

"Two Sowers Went Out To Sow:"

"...just recently I underwent a much milder version of the dark night, an experience that happens relatively frequently in my world.

As it happens, a Christian brother dropped by at some point during the process and asked me what my motivation was in serving God. That question called for reflection. His own given reason for serving God was the satisfaction he felt for ministering to others. I knew that could not be my reason, for there have been plenty of times that I have been certain my words have provided another hope and light, yet I was left with a shadow draped across my world feeling none of the joy or comfort I was able to offer another. Nor could I reply that my motivation in serving God came from the hope of a life after death, though of course I do hope that some day we will be united with God and those we love. My motivation for serving God, it seems, could not have any answer that involved anything consciously derived from my quest, though of course I do experience a level of hope, comfort, and silent strength many times that no doubt is more responsible for keeping me going than I am aware. In any case, at that moment, an honest answer could not include any of those effects, though I suddenly remembered something I had read in Sheldon Vanauken’s book A Severe Mercy.

In short, he and his wife were exceptionally close, and, among other things, acquired a sail boat and traveled the world together. While on one of their voyages—I do not recall which one now—she contracted a fatal disease and this happened around the time that Davy had given her life to Christ and Sheldon felt betrayed, as though he were competing with another lover. And of course in a very real sense, he was. The way the autobiography plays out, it seems that both Davy and God were a part of a “severe mercy”—Davy effectively gave her life for her husband’s spiritual transformation. His way home was barren and rocky; indeed, the act of mercy was of the severest sort and did not feel in the least like love. Vanauken writes:

God seemed remote. The world was still empty without Davy, and now God seemed to have withdrawn, too. My sense of desolation increased. God could not be as loving as He was supposed to be, or—the other alternative. One sleepless night, drawing on to morning, I was overwhelmed with a sense of cosmos empty of God as well as Davy. “All right,” I muttered to myself. “To hell with God. I’m not going to believe this damned rubbish any more. Lies, all lies. I’ve been had.” Up I sprang and rushed out to the country. This was the end of God. Ha!

And then I found I could not reject God. I could not. I cannot explain this. One discovers one cannot move a boulder by trying with all one’s strength to do it. I discovered—without any sudden influx of love or faith—that I could not reject Christianity. Why I don’t know. There it was. I could not.

(A Severe Mercy 190)

As I was thinking of how best to reply to my friend, I suddenly seized on the memory of this passage. What was my motivation for serving God? Simply that I could not turn back. Something inside of me was permanently altered in a way that was unexplainable..... And that alteration felt a lot like the way truth operates, for upon the realization that something is true, one finds that no matter how much one rebels, short of brain injury, debilitating disease, or trauma to the skull, one cannot ever turn one’s back on what one has seen clearly. As I write in another place from years ago:

For this reason [that in our worst moments we recognize our true selves], I rejoice in my times of testing for they show me the truth, and nothing whatsoever will happen without first confronting the truth in all of its barenaked shamefulness. And we will soon find that this wretched beast will be our dearest ally. This creature shows us the paradoxes of life: the folly of pleasure, the wisdom of sorrow, giving away to get, surrendering control to gain it, forsaking the search for happiness so that we may find it, dying so that we may live; ah yes, this hideous creature shows us what true beauty is really all about.

Not so long ago I fell in love with the truth. It has not always been fun: certainly has not always been romantic by far. We have had our share of ups and downs, and I have cried out in agony more times than I care to count: cried out with the frustration of knowing I had no choice but to continue on. Never would I find a better partner, and what is more, I could not leave. She would never desert me even if I tried to desert her. She would haunt me until I came back to her: having once tasted of her embrace, I could never go back to the way things were before. Though at times I find myself standing alone and at times I find myself shouldering burdens I am compelled to carry (for no one else will), I cannot, nor will I, turn away from her for long. Instead, I have come to love that ugly face, finding it softening and growing more beautiful as I continue to pursue it.

Whenever I write, I try to keep her face the focus of my thoughts. At times, I lose sight of her and my writing flounders because of my fallibility. Yet when I fix her face in my sights, I find that rather than people seeing her as being a creature of scorn, misfit and grotesque, instead they seem to see a beauty there, the beauty I have grown to love. Some will brush away a tear, or feel her fire stir the cold emptiness inside into a flaming fire that ignites a spark in their hearts they long since thought had died. They can feel her warmth envelop them, and almost without realizing it, they stand a little straighter, hold their gaze a little higher, and move with a freshly stirred courage to her irresistible rhythm. (Composition Final: Candid Thoughts and Observations)

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I question the judgment of Teresa's spiritual directors for publishing her (confidential) letters after her death, when she isn't here to express herself publicly. Particularly since she stipulated that the letters be destroyed. Spiritual direction is confidential and that confidentiality is sacred.

One's confession or emptying one's heart to one's spiritual director is different from what one says publicly for all kinds of reasons. It' s facile to present the assumed either / or. Faith or doubt -- like Clark Kent and Superman, never seen together. But the calling of God to each of us calls us also to face ourselves, to face the abyss above which we all stand. The confession, or the spiritual conversation has to be free to range wherever it will, without fear of doing "PR" damage to the church. I think this public discussion of a private correspondence cheapens it because it is framed in a way that distorts what it's really about.

We are all fighting a great battle , and each of us has a different destiny, a different dance with God. Spiritual stories are like poems. They are containers for a great many things, the most significant of which are rarely the most obvious element of the poem or the story. One day, the stories of spirituality and religiosity might be able to dance together in a way that is illuminating.

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"Christ does not read the Bible, the New Testament, or the Gospel. He is the norm of the Bible, the criterion of the New Testament, the incarnation of the Gospel. that is how we Christians decide between a violent and nonviolent God in the Bible, New Testament, or Gospel. The person, not the book, and the life, not the text, are decisive and constitutive for us."

~God and Empire
John Dominic Crossan

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tell Them I AM sent you


















"There was a human being in the first century who was called "Divine," "Son of God," "God," and "God from God," whose titles were "Lord," "redeemer," "liberator," and "Savior of the World." Who was that person? Most people who know the Western tradition would probably answer, unless alerted by the question's too-obviousness, Jesus of Nazareth. And most Christians probably think that those titles were originally created and uniquely applied to Christ. But before Jesus ever existed, all those terms belonged to Caesar Augustus. To proclaim them of Jesus the Christ was thereby to deny them of Caesar the Augustus. Christians were not simply using ordinary titles applied to all sorts of people at that time, or even extraordinary titles applied to special people in the East. They were taking the identity of the Roman emperor and giving it to a Jewish peasant. Either that was a peculiar joke and a very low lampoon, or it was what the Romans called majestas and we call high treason.

Those titles were fully appropriate for one who had saved "the world" from war and established peace "on earth." The first Christians therefore had to present a positive counter-mantra and a positive counter-program to Roman imperial theology's sequence of religion, war, victory, and peace. Victory, by the way, does not bring peace but only a lull -- whether short or long -- and after each lull the violence required for the next victory escalates. Is there any possible alternative to "first victory, then peace," or "peace through victory"? Yes, it is this: "religion, nonviolence, justice, peace" -- or more succinctly, "first justice, then peace," or "peace through justice." That counter-program is the subject of this book."

--God and Empire by John Dominic Crossan

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Being on fire for justice

The Hebrew Bible reading in today's Revised Common Lectionary, Exodus 3:1-15, never fails to give me a shiver. It's the burning bush story. Yahweh has finally caught up with Moses, who ran but couldn't hide. Speaking through the crackle of a bush that burns without burning (what a perfect image!), Yahweh tells Moses to get himself back to Egypt and free his oppressed brothers and sisters. Moses, playing for time, asks on whose authority he should say he's been sent, and the burning bush thunders: Tell them I AM sent you! I AM who I AM! This, says Yahweh, is my name forever!
The "I Am who I Am" bit (unfortunately associated forever in my generation's mind with the self-description of a pop-eyed sailorman) is ehyeh asher ehyeh. Ehyeh is a derivative of hayah, which in turn is associated with both the Hebrew "to be" and the name Yahweh.
So when God tells Moses to tell his people that he's sent by "I AM," he's really saying this to Moses: "Tell your people that Being itself commissions you. Tell them that the unspeakable Heart of existence, the vibrant Core of everything that was, is, and will be, sends you. Tell them that the deep-down, indefinable essence of What-Is weeps at their enslavement and oppression, and that those tears are your credentials. Tell them that The Most Real, the Isness, the Be-ness, sees and feels their pain, and that This is Who has authorized you to set them free."
Whenever I read Exodus 3:1-15, I know that justice isn't merely a human construct. How could it be, when Being Itself is concerned about its abuse? Justice is a concern that lies at the very heart of reality, a concern legitimized by the great I AM. As Martin Luther King said so many times, the arc of the universe--the curvature of the dazzling, burning I AM--bends inexorably toward justice. Freedom, justice, goodness, love--these aren't just ethical terms. They're metaphysical, they reside in God's heart, and we should take them so seriously that we too become burning bushes in their service.

Justice is the Goal














From Scott Horton's "No Comment"

Albertus Magnus on Justice and Politics

Albertus Magnus, fresco in Treviso ca. 1350 by Tommaso da Modena

Justice is the goal and must also therefore serve as the internal measure of all politics… What is this justice? This is a subject of practical and reasoned inquiry; but in order that reason function properly, a process of continual renewal is necessary, because the victories of human interests and of power which turn reason blind to the needs of humankind also work the ethical blinding of justice; indeed, this is a failing so inherent in humanity that it cannot be averted. This is the point at which politics and faith must converge.

Albertus Magnus, Liberum arbitrium (ca. 1270)(S.H. transl.) in: Alberti Magni Opera Omnia edenda curavit Institutum Alberti Magni Coloniense Bernhardo Geyer præside (1951 ff.)

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

We Do Not Know













From Andrew Sullivan's Blog

"Jesus has a very special love for you. As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great that I look and do not see, listen and do not hear," — Mother Teresa to the Rev. Michael Van Der Peet, September 1979.

"Where is my faith? Even deep down … there is nothing but emptiness and darkness. ... If there be God — please forgive me... Such deep longing for God ... repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal... What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true," - Mother Teresa in her correspondence.

"The 16th century writer Michel de Montaigne lived in a world of religious war, just as we do. And he understood, as we must, that complete religious certainty is, in fact, the real blasphemy. As he put it, "We cannot worthily conceive the grandeur of those sublime and divine promises, if we can conceive them at all; to imagine them worthily, we must imagine them unimaginable, ineffable and incomprehensible, and completely different from those of our miserable experience. 'Eye cannot see,' says St. Paul, 'neither can it have entered into the heart of man, the happiness which God hath prepared for them that love him.'"

In that type of faith, doubt is not a threat. If we have never doubted, how can we say we have really believed? True belief is not about blind submission. It is about open-eyed acceptance, and acceptance requires persistent distance from the truth, and that distance is doubt. Doubt, in other words, can feed faith, rather than destroy it. And it forces us, even while believing, to recognize our fundamental duty with respect to God's truth: humility. We do not know. Which is why we believe," - The Conservative Soul.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Saturday



















The Good Samaritan

A Question for Torture Apologists

"If patriotism has to precipitate us into dishonor; if there is no precipice of inhumanity over which nations and men will not throw themselves; then why in fact do we go to so much trouble to become, or to remain, human?"

Jean-Paul Sartre, Preface to Henri Alleg's La Question



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How can you tell the truth if the mask you have adopted ends up being identical to your face? How does memory beguile and save and guide us? How can we keep our innocence once we have tasted evil? How to forgive those who have hurt us irreparably? How do we find a language that is political but not pamphletary?
Ariel Dorfman, Afterword to "Death and the Maiden"

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From Faith and Theology:

Ten stations on my way to Christian pacifism

by Kim Fabricius (this is also part of Halden’s series on pacifism)

1. I graduated from Huntington High School (New York) in 1966 and Wesleyan University in 1970. The Cold War and the nuclear arms race; the brutal reactions to the Civil Rights Movement and racial integration; the assassinations of the Kennedy brothers, and of Malcolm X and Martin Luther King; the executions of Caryl Chessman and Adolf Eichmann; the riots in Watts, Detroit, Newark, and other major American cities; the war in Vietnam; the shootings at Kent State: these images of death were an inescapable and invasive reality of the years of my youth, even though my rather privileged upbringing provided a shelter, if not a bolthole, from the storm.

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Great 'cosmic nothingness' found



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The result comes from a sky survey by the VLA in New Mexico

Astronomers have found an enormous void in space that measures nearly a billion light-years across.

It is empty of both normal matter - such as galaxies and stars - and the mysterious "dark matter" that cannot be seen directly with telescopes.

The "hole" is located in the direction of the Eridanus constellation and has been identified in data from a survey of the sky made at radio wavelengths.

The discovery will be reported in a paper in the Astrophysical Journal.

Previous sky surveys that have traced the large-scale structure of the nearby Universe have long shown, for example, how the clustering of galaxies is strung into vast filaments and sheets that are separated by great gaps.

But the void discovered by a University of Minnesota team is about 1,000 times the volume of what would be expected in typical cosmic gaps.

"It's hard even for astronomers to picture how big these things are," conceded Minnesota's Professor Lawrence Rudnick.


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Reincarnation













From the Group News Blog:

No Rebirth Allowed

China Outlaws Reincarnation in Tibet


More bullshit from China.

Unless they receive specific government approval, Buddhist monks in Tibet are now forbidden from reincarnating.

Seriously.

The Dali Lama (72) is on record saying he won't reincarnate in Tibet while it remains under China's power. Historically he controls when and where he reincarnates. This sets up a situation where a) China will likely produce its own Dali Lama in a succession fight, and b) for the first time in history, there will be a Dali Lama not born in Tibet (most likely from the 130,000 Tibetan exiles.)

What will China do? Throw little children in prison if they claim to be reincarnated? Huh -- all of a sudden all the funny just exited this story.

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Friday, August 24, 2007

So Intently In the Early Light
















Place


Bernardo Taiz


Inside an open rose
A tree frog
no bigger
than my thumbnail.
I try to imagine
rest like that,
tucked
in such a bed of petals.
I try to imagine
prayer like that,
listening
so intently
in the early light
and
saying so little.

The summer teeters now into old age,
as do I,
those blackberries
that still cling
to their thorny arms
withering,
readying themselves
to trust the earth again,
where,
for a moment
at least,
there is a place for
everything.



via www.herondance.org


We're Burning Up Quickly
































Photos from Elsewhere

Note to self **

Most of my problems, upsets, hurt feelings and conflicts are entirely self generated. They are projected by me to me to explain things to me that don't make any sense in the first place.

They have no solution .

Why not just let it go? Get off of the merry-go-round and not go down that road again. These scenarios aren't really true, not are they really real. It's just the lot of those of us , inheriting the ancestors, so to speak , to run the projector, watch the film and then insert self into it.

But it isn't the thing to keep the eye on. Not at all.

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Rumi says;

Wanderer, stay hungry and honor your exile.
Wherever we sprang from in the first place,
that's where we're headed now.
Just don't plan on settling here.
See how you begin to get vague
as soon as you make plans?

From a dot of sperm to the strength of youth,
think how many chapters
you've passed through already.

Why stop now?
Who travels lightly escapes easily.
Try letting something go
just to see
what happens then.

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O God, My God What Shall I Do?

And if every way is closed before you,
The secret one
will show a
secret path
no other eyes
have seen.

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O Maker of Mysteries,

Who makes every
stranger a friend,
Who has given
the rose to the thorn
as a robe of honor,
sift our dust again!
Make our nothing
something.

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This function of religion does not fortify the separate self but utterly shatters it: not consolation but devastation, not entrenchment but emptiness, not complacency but explosion, not comfort but revolution -- not a bolstering of consciousness but a radical transformation at the deepest seat of consciousness itself. This transformation is not a mattter of belief but of the death of the believer, not a matter of finding solace but of finding infinity. The self is not made content; the self is made toast.

--Ken Wilber

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We're not afraid

of God's blade
or being chained,
or losing our heads.
We're burning up
quickly, tasting a
little hellfire
as we go.

You cannot
imagine how little
it matters to us
what people say.

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{Quotes from "A New Illuminated Rumi -- One Song" by Michael Green}

Death Has a Rough Day












Eyes Fastened With Pins

How much death works,

No one knows what a long
Day he puts in. The little
Wife always alone
Ironing death's laundry.
The beautiful daughters
Setting death's supper table.
The neighbors playing
Pinochle in the backyard
Or just sitting on the steps
Drinking beer. Death,
Meanwhile, in a strange
Part of town looking for
Someone with a bad cough,
But the address somehow wrong,
Even death can't figure it out
Among all the locked doors...
And the rain beginning to fall.
Long windy night ahead.
Death with not even a newspaper
To cover his head, not even
A dime to call the one pining away,
Undressing slowly, sleepily,
And stretching naked
On death's side of the bed.

~Charles Simic
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Discernment













From Rigorous Intuition:



Whenever a feeling of aversion comes into the heart of a good soul,
it's not without significance.
Consider that intuitive wisdom to be a Divine attribute,
not a vain suspicion:
the light of the heart has apprehended
intuitively from the Universal Tablet.

- Rumi

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"The guiding spirit of modern science, according to the Faust myth, is a satanic demon.... How seriously do we need to take the idea that our whole society and civilization is under the possession of such a spirit, worshiped through money and power? How much are fallen angels actually guiding and perverting the progress of science and technology? Is a great war between the good and evil angels being acted out on Earth? We hardly know how to think or talk about such possibilities since they are so alien to the official, standard models of Western history."

- Rupert Sheldrake, in
Chaos, Creativity, and Cosmic Consciousness
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If the morphogenic field is not subject to the inverse square laws that indicate decreased influence over distance, then I can't see why it couldn't be located at the conclusion of a cosmological process. One of the things that's always puzzled me about the Big Bang is the notion of singularity. This theory cannot predict behavior outside its domain, yet everything that happens and all our other theories follow from it. The immense improbability that modern science rests on, but cares not to discuss, is the belief that the universe sprang from nothing in a single moment. If you can believe that, then it's very hard to see what you can't believe."

- Terence McKenna, in
Chaos, Creativity, and Cosmic Consciousness

Her Good Friday Work



















Family Blessings


CIRCLING MY MOTHER


By Mary Gordon.

254 pp. Pantheon Books. $24.

Not long ago while leaving a restaurant in Brooklyn, I walked into a strange and holy ritual. A red-haired priest in black suit and white clerical collar was out on the sidewalk blessing an iguana. Scales iridescent in the sun, the reptile looked like a small dragon. People gathered around and the sacrament had the undeniable air of divinity. After the priest made the sign of the cross over the lizard, he moved into the restaurant surrounded by true believers urging him to bless their son, their baby, their little yappy dog.

I was struck that years had passed since I’d seen a priest treated with old-style reverence, a reverence obliterated now by sex scandals, by the church’s outmoded stand on abortion and birth control, by the Second Vatican Council, by the fact that Catholicism has no writers today like Thomas Merton or Dorothy Day. In their autobiographies, both writers detailed their conversions as well as their commitment to individual vocations — Merton’s to the monastic life and Day’s to the Catholic Worker Movement. Rather then pontificating on the state of religion, both tried to engage in a conversation with the modern world. Midcentury Catholicism captivated some of the most imaginative writers of the era: Flannery O’Connor, Walker Percy, Evelyn Waugh, Graham Greene. Our country’s most elegant couple, John and Jackie Kennedy, were Catholics. Gary Cooper converted. Even parish priests were rarefied and exotic. I remember going with my father, a Lutheran minister, to visit the rectory of the local priest. He and my dad drank brandy from tiny jewel-like glasses and talked about Thomas Aquinas.

Mary Gordon’s new memoir centers on her mother’s engaged and lively religious life and her deep respect for priests. Gordon’s mother, Anna Gagliano, was a secretary and a serious Catholic who didn’t marry until her late 30s. Through the Working Women’s Retreat Movement, she went on excursions where nuns cared for her and priests gave spiritual direction and public talks. All her relationships were rooted in her faith; even the one with her beloved boss, the lawyer Mr. Herman, has the feel of a Passion play. One day, she goes into Mr. Herman’s office to do shorthand and finds him weeping because he has a cancerous sore on his tongue. She instructs him to go to Mass and pray for a cure. Mr. Herman credits Gordon’s mother with his recovery. “She became for him not only admirable for her extraordinary secretarial skills, but also sacred, magical.”

Admirably, Gordon lets her mother exist in paradox — a glamorous career woman in red lipstick and business suits and also a bitter alcoholic with a body afflicted by polio. She is also a sister, a member of a large Irish-Italian family. The “Gagliano girls” are mythic: five sisters, most of them snakebite mean. Lilian is the only good aunt; known as a “featherhead,” a beautician who dyes her hair and uses chrome cocktail shakers and cigarette holders. When Kennedy is assassinated she confuses him for Jack Lemmon. “I was wondering why everyone was so upset,” she says. When Karen Carpenter dies from anorexia, Aunt Lil remarks, “If only she had eaten that ham sandwich instead of Mama Cass, they would both be alive today.” She buys Gordon a dress to wear to her father’s funeral, and she is the only sister to support Gordon’s mother in family battles.

Rita is the most toxic of the evil sisters. When Gordon’s grandmother dies, she fights Gordon’s mother for possession of the family house. Rita sells all the furniture and turns the other sisters, except Lilian, against Gordon’s mother. Gordon blames Rita for her mother’s slip into alcoholism. “She destroyed my mother. What Rita did was the end of her.”

Unlike her aunts, Gordon’s mother’s friends are supportive and kind. Met mostly through church, they introduce Gordon to a larger world. With one of them, Mary Elizabeth, she reads Life magazine, buys Barbra Streisand records and dreams about going to Radcliffe. With others, she accompanies her mother to a penthouse restaurant in Midtown, the Top of the Sixes. “We looked out over the city with no question that, although we were only middle-aged women and a child, we had the right to the best the city could offer.”

But the book’s core, and its most original chapter, delves into Gordon’s mother’s platonic relationship with several priests. When Gordon was a child, clerical visits “were anticipated, treasured, like the visit of a movie star to a small town.” Maybe it’s because of the recent scandals, but people today don’t write much about these friendships, which are richer and stranger than secular or romantic ones. “For Catholic women, priestly celibacy scumbled the matte palette of wistful spinster dreams,” Gordon writes. “Because there was no possibility of marriage as the end of this romance ... the dance was performed on a small, intricate set of parquets.” There is Father John Marie, who ministered to African-American children in South Carolina; and Father Reginald, bishop of the Philippines. There’s Father Bertrand, who has a “Richard Burton quality” and drinks highballs; after her father dies, Gordon asks him to be her spiritual father. Father Dermot is the most glamorous. When Gordon first meets him, he drives up in a Karmann Ghia, the first foreign car she’s seen. He leaves the Passionist order and becomes a “cowboy priest” working among Indians in New Mexico. He fails at everything he attempts and eventually ends up living with his brother. Gordon’s mother and her friends make pilgrimages to Father Dermot each summer. “They came to him as loyal courtiers would to a ruined prince in exile.”

The book does not move linearly but in waves, expanding on Gordon’s mother’s relationships with her friends, her family and, in a final movement, with her husband, Gordon’s father. A convert from Judaism, he is a brilliant, unconventional man, and they meet at a convent, introduced by a priest. Though loving, her father is a failure; he tries to start several magazines, borrows money from her mother’s friends and never holds down a steady job. He dies when Gordon is 7. She feels her parents should never have married. Gordon’s Old Testament-style judgments course through the book. “I am punishing him now,” she writes about her mother’s father, who didn’t attend her parents’ wedding. “For a writer with my temperament, there is no such thing as a statute of limitations.” This may sound extreme, but part of the pleasure of Gordon’s work is the coiled pressure of her language and the severity of her observations. A line from Frank Bidart’s poem “Lament for the Makers” could be an epigraph to “Circling My Mother”: “What parents leave you is their lives.”

As a child, Gordon had a fixed idea about the Roman Catholic Church; as an adult, she moves into a place of mystery and doubt. After her mother dies — at 94, after years of ravaged living — Gordon longs for her childhood mother. “Mother,” she writes, “I want to be in the place where I was with you and you smelled so beautifully of the large world, of glittering cities, of furs and laces, of drinks in sparkling glasses.” Gordon does her Good Friday work, moving from relating to her mother in material form — a form that ultimately repulsed Gordon — to a new noncorporeal relationship where all phases of her mother’s life can be seen at once.

In the final pages, Gordon evokes the painter Bonnard, who cared for his wife as she died of a skin disease and rendered her in yellow and purple paint that made her seem beautiful, not grotesque. Though it’s presented as a parallel to Gordon’s relationship with her mother, Bonnard’s story pales in comparison. Accompanying the author while she comes to term with her mother is thrilling, if harrowing.

These days, we seem to have two kinds of religious books. Those like “The Purpose-Driven Life,” the pastor Rick Warren’s self-help book, insipidly set out conservative precepts, encouraging us to join churches, obey their doctrines and center our spiritual lives around them, no matter how limiting those lives might be in that context alone. At the other end of the spectrum are gleeful repudiations of religion like Christopher Hitchens’s atheist manifesto, “God Is Not Great.” But Hitchens’s definition of religion is childlike and reductive; he completely discounts the longing many of us feel for divinity. What’s inspiring about “Circling My Mother” is Gordon’s deeply personal portrayal of her mother. Anna Gagliano is not someone who feels she must have large ideas about what’s wrong with Catholicism. Instead, like those famous midcentury Catholics, Gordon’s mother attends to the nourishment of her own particular religious vocation, a vocation less glamorous than Merton’s and Day’s but no less divine — a vocation as a single mother, as one afflicted by polio, as a woman in full belief of the love of God.

Darcey Steinke is the author, most recently, of “Easter Everywhere,” a memoir.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Within That Stillness....












































Emotion arises at the place where mind and body meet. It is the body’s reaction to your mind - or you might say, a reflection of your mind in the body. For example, an attack thought or a hostile thought will create a build-up of energy in the body that we call anger. The body is getting ready to fight. The thought that you are being threatened, physically or psychologically, causes the body to contract, and this is the physical side of what we call fear….

Make it a habit to ask yourself: What’s going on inside me at this moment? But don’t analyze, just watch. Focus your attention within. Feel the energy of the emotion. If there is no emotion present, take your attention more deeply into the inner energy field of your body. It is the doorway into Being.

An emotion usually represents an amplified and energized thought pattern, and because of its often overpowering energetic charge, it is not easy initially to stay present enough to be able to watch it. It wants to take you over, and it usually succeeds - unless there is enough presence in you. If you are pulled into unconscious identification with the emotion through lack of presence, which is normal, the emotion temporarily becomes ‘you’….

Basically, all emotions are modifications of one primordial, undifferentiated emotion that has its origin in the loss of awareness of who you are beyond name and form. Because of its undifferentiated nature, it is hard to find a name that precisely describes this emotion. ‘Fear’ comes close, but apart from a continuous sense of threat, it also includes a deep sense of abandonment and incompleteness. It may be best to use a term that is as undifferentiated as that basic emotion and simply call it ‘pain.’

One of the main tasks of the mind is to fight or remove that emotional pain, which is one of the reasons for its incessant activity, but all it can ever achieve is to cover it up temporarily. In fact, the harder the mind struggles to get rid of the pain, the greater the pain. The mind can never find the solution, nor can it afford to allow you to find the solution, because it is itself an intrinsic part of the ‘problem.’ Imagine a chief of police trying to find an arsonist when the arsonist is the chief of police. You will not be free of that pain until you cease to derive your sense of self from identification with the mind, which is to say from ego. The mind is then toppled from its place of power and Being reveals itself as your true nature….

Glimpses of love and joy or brief moments of deep peace are possible whenever a gap occurs in the stream of thought. For most people, such gaps happen rarely and only accidentally, in moments when the mind is rendered ’speechless,’ sometimes triggered by great beauty, extreme physical exertion, or even great danger. Suddenly, there is inner stillness. And within that stillness there is a subtle but intense joy, there is love, there is peace.

Usually, such moments are short-lived, as the mind quickly resumes its noise-making activity that we call thinking. Love, joy, and peace cannot flourish until you have freed yourself from mind dominance. But they are not what I would call emotions. They lie beyond the emotions, on a much deeper level. So you need to become fully conscious of your emotions and be able to feel them before you can feel that which lies beyond them.

Eckhart Tolle is a teacher and author best known for his book, The Power of Now, from which this excerpt is taken

The Politics of God











Today's (Sunday) NYTimes Magazine:


The Politics of God


*Sigh* My Kind of Theater
























High-Energy Behemoth Devours Edinburgh

Edinburgh, Scotland

THEY run through walls, crash cars and zoom around in motorcycles kicking up dust.

These men of action may sound like Jason Bournes or James Bonds, but they’re actually from this year’s Edinburgh Festival Fringe, where the shows that generated much of the attention were eye-popping adrenaline rushes, full of propulsive music and elegantly choreographed destruction.

“Auto Auto,” “Macbeth: Who is that Bloodied Man?” and “Fuerzabruta” belong to a high-energy genre of theater that relies more on cinematic images than language or narrative to make its points. They are modern, refined spectacles that wholeheartedly subscribe to an essential ethos of the Edinburgh Fringe: the bigger the better.

The Edinburgh Fringe, the granddaddy of theater festivals, was founded in 1947 along with several other arts festivals and has grown into a behemoth that spills out into seemingly every corner of the city. The menu features more than 2,000 shows, not including the huge population of street performers who emerge during August. By comparison the New York Fringe Festival, which has a mere 200 shows, give or take a few, is a lemonade stand. To stand out here you need something that can make a quick and grand impact.

Enter “Macbeth.” It’s only one of four versions of the play presented at this year’s festival (it is after all, the Scottish play), including one by American high school students and another set inside a toy castle. But it’s unlikely that any of these productions are as ambitious as the stunning retelling by the Polish company Teatr Biuro Podrózy.

Translating the language of Shakespeare into a series of exhilarating vignettes, “Macbeth” gets at the dark, haunting essence of the play saying hardly a word. Set in a huge courtyard near the Edinburgh Castle, the show, which imagines a fire-strewn landscape, has a harsh industrial look with huge metal poles lining the stage and actors riding on World War II-era motorbikes.

The director, Pawel Szkotak, makes good use of these metal poles, having performers tip them over after every murder and, by the end, picking them up to represent Birnam Wood. There are hints at current events, like a caged prisoner recalling Abu Ghraib, and the three witches wearing black burqas and white veils. But for the most part Mr. Szkotak’s nightmarish vision is far too bizarre to fit easily into neat political references.

Walking on stilts, the witches, who shake noisemakers throughout the show, prowl the stage like spiders and, in the most memorable scene, stalk Macbeth throughout the gravel-strewn stage by pushing a large roller filled with the skulls of his victims. It’s an audacious image, and there are so many of them in this production that when fireworks exploded above, as part of a celebration nearby at the castle, it seemed, for an instant, that it could be just part of the show.

“Auto Auto” is a much simpler production but no less violent. It’s a musical where the only instrument is a new car. For a little over an hour three percussionists, with delicate singing voices, turn a Nissan into what looks like a bombed-out heap of metal with the help of an ax, a chainsaw and a variety of hammers. It’s probably the only show that could be accurately described as a cross between a car crash and an a cappella group.

The car turns out to be a remarkably nimble instrument, able to create all manner of sounds. Dressed in jumpsuits and big gloves, the performers, who play everything from Bach to Motörhead (of course), make the front hood sound like a hip-hop beat. They rip out the windshield wiper and play it like a violin. And when one of them bursts through the windows, it has the sudden ring of large cymbals.

Conceived by a Hamburg musician, Christian von Richthofen — who is also one of the goofy, wisecracking stars — the show is in some sense just “Stomp” with a car, but it also works as a battle cry against technology. In its most dramatic moment Mr. von Richthofen grabs a tree and amid a fog of smoke, plants it inside the front window like the flag of a conquering hero. In interviews he has said that the show is not anti-car, and he makes the point by carving the word “Love” into the side door with a chainsaw. But when you consider all the problems that automobiles could be blamed for — the destruction of our environment, the blight of sprawl — who at some point hasn’t dreamed of revenge?

A similarly triumphant mood permeates “Fuerzabruta,” the much-anticipated new work by the creators of “De La Guarda,” the hit Argentine blockbuster featuring a collection of attractive, usually wet performers who seem rarely bound by the laws of gravity. “Fuerzabruta” (translated as “Brute Force”) is the most expensive (at £25, or about $50) and technically elaborate production at the Fringe (each performance uses more than 500 gallons of water). And while the show has some truly breathtaking scenes, at times it seems as if the company becomes too enamored with its own tricks, repeating effects that seem less magical the second time around.

Taking place in Leith, seven miles outside Edinburgh, inside a giant black tent that looks like an evil wizard’s hat, the show, which has already planned a New York production at the Daryl Roth Theater beginning Oct. 24, takes the company’s visually stunning acrobatics to new levels. The 12 performers still walk on walls and even hang on a giant rotating kite in one virtuoso scene.

But a new sense of claustrophobia alternates with the astounding examples of floating through the air. In the most otherworldly scene of “Fuerzabruta,” one foreshadowed at the beginning of the show, a vast shallow pool filled with bathing beauties descends over the entire audience, trapping them under a dreamlike vision of swirling blue.

Of course the Fringe offers more modest spectacles as well, including “Score (Terre d’Arène)” a playful, eccentric piece of physical theater by the French company Au Cul du Loup that turned elastic tubes and body suits made of tape into a savvy reflection on modern athletics. And, for something completely different, there is “Incarnat,” a brutal and heartbreaking dance show from Brazil that features miniportraits of self-abasement involving nudity, gobs of chocolatelike liquid and a variety of beastly physical violence. The warning at the front door of the theater reads, “Some people may find material in this show confronting.” That was an understatement.

But perhaps the most impressive sight of all is the bustling, mobbed streets of Edinburgh itself filled with freelance rappers, pink-haired magicians, teenage musical-theater lovers and every other kind of aspiring performer. In an age when theater is often pushed to the periphery, an entire city of artists and audiences talking, day and night, about almost nothing else is, well, quite a spectacle.

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Now that is theater!



Saturday, August 18, 2007

Looking for Root Forces










Dr. Katherine Holden researching her family history. Through a DNA test, Dr. Holden found out that she is 12 percent American Indian.

Latest Genealogy Tools Create a Need to Know

Katherine Holden’s family had long kept what she called “a deep dark secret.” When the family discussed its roots, there were hints, but no outright discussion, of a great-grandmother who had lived in South Dakota and was the equivalent of native royalty: the putative daughter of an American Indian chief.

But her family never spoke in detail of their heritage, and it was only when Dr. Holden, a Connecticut physician, became interested in her family tree that she verified her lineage.

“I was fairly surprised to find her name in the 1900 U.S. Census in an American Indian orphanage under her childhood name,” she said.

Armed with that knowledge and “bits and pieces of information” she and her sister had gleaned as children, she tried to confirm her hunch. A simple $250 DNA test this year, the latest in the arsenal of ancestry tools, confirmed that she was, in fact, “12 percent American Indian.”

Researching their roots has become a passion for many Americans like Dr. Holden. As Web sites and genealogical societies proliferate and DNA testing becomes more widely available, the tools for tracing a family tree are becoming more accessible — and the hunt is often intriguing. A bit of online detective work can yield a significant amount of information for little or nothing. But for extensive or difficult searches, the cost in money and time can mount.

Robert Kraus, a retired New Jersey businessman who began to research his family’s past in 1985, said, “You can dip your toe in the water for $100 and stop there or you can spend a couple of thousand dollars.”

Genealogy specialists recommend that novices begin by gathering information from relatives. That initial data can be entered on one of several sites that let users create family trees.

Ancestry.com — the most widely used — is the flagship site of Generations Network in Provo, Utah, which also owns Genealogy.com, a rival site, and Myfamily.com, which is essentially a family networking site. According to its chief executive, Tim Sullivan, Ancestry.com has 800,000 paying subscribers and 14 million registered users.

The site has free content, including a family tree maker, but also lets users search immigration, census and military records for fees that depend on the level of records sought. Family Tree Maker, a software program for use in personal computers, is part of the company as well, Mr. Sullivan said.

Another company, Onegreatfamily.com, also lets users create family trees and aims to share work with other genealogists, according to its chief executive, Dale H. Munk. “In genealogy, there is a tremendous amount of duplicated effort,” he said. “You and I could be working on the same family without knowing it.”

Mr. Munk’s company’s site, which charges a range of subscription fees, will automatically merge family trees once it finds a common ancestor.

The proliferation of sites did not deter David O. Sacks, the former chief operating officer of PayPal, from creating a new entrant this year. His interest in his family history inspired him to design a site combining genealogy software with the ability to network with relatives — essentially a Facebook for families.

The site, www.geni.com, allows users to create a family tree and to post photos, send messages and write free profiles. Mr. Sacks says that his site’s success depends on what is known in the online industry as viral growth, as users invite others to join by sending links to the site. Since its January introduction, Mr. Sacks says the site has attracted approximately 500,000 users.

While the Web sites are very popular, they have their limits; some documents, like marriage records or baptism records, are not easily found online if at all. Many of these records have not been digitized or even microfilmed.

To tap all the resources, “you may need to travel and go to where the records are,” like the towns where the original documents exist, says Thomas W. Jones, a professor at Gallaudet University in Washington, who edits The National Genealogical Quarterly.

Sometimes, online resources are not enough. In that instance, dedicated amateur genealogists and professionals alike are likely to turn to the millions of records housed in Salt Lake City at the Family History Library, which has extensive genealogical records from all over the world on microfilm.

The center, run by the Mormon Church, is nondenominational, and has records for many religions and nationalities. It has outposts in other cities as well, where research can be done.

Several firms and genealogical societies sponsor fact-finding trips to Salt Lake City. Avotaynu, an organization based in New Jersey that specializes in Jewish genealogy, has published a host of books on research. Its director, Gary Mokotoff, and his associate, Eileen Polakoff, accompany about 40 people to Utah each year to do research. The trips, apart from airfare, meals and incidental expenses, cost $770 to $985, including hotel accommodations, lectures and research assistance.

Susan Berkson of Minneapolis recently returned from a five-day trip to the library, sponsored by the International Association of Jewish Genealogical Societies. The trip, excluding hotel and travel expenses, cost $275.

Ms. Berkson said that there were “instructive seminars on how to do general and specialized searches and how to use the library; and the library has staff genealogists and missionary volunteers help you as well at no charge.”

As a result of her trip, Ms. Berkson learned the ancestral town of one branch of her family tree. “I found the ship that brought over my father’s family, how long it took and when it arrived. And I learned that my great-great-great grandfather and his son were in the cigar business in Pittsburgh.”

For those who have neither the time nor the patience to undertake the research themselves, another option is to hire a professional genealogist. Rates range from $25 an hour in small towns to well in excess of $100 an hour in major metropolitan centers.

Finding a professional can be tricky. Experts advise contacting local genealogical societies that often can provide referrals. (A complete list can be found at the site run by the Federation of Genealogical Societies, www.fgs.org.) Additionally, the Board for Certification of Genealogists certifies genealogists who complete a qualification process that includes testing on their ability to research records.

Another source, the Association of Professional Genealogists, at www.apgen.org, does not vet its members, but those who join must agree to a code of ethics and accept mediation of any disputes with a client, says its executive director, Kathleen W. Hinckley.

Before getting started, Mr. Jones, the genealogy quarterly editor, said “clients should collect what they can from the family, like family bibles or oral history.”

Ms. Hinckley added: “Just knowing you’re from Germany or Ireland won’t work. You need a city or province or something specific.”

Family names can be misleading, she said, adding that a common misconception is that families changed their names at Ellis Island. Family names, she said, were changed either before emigration or after families arrived in the United States.

Whether the research is do-it-yourself or done by a professional, expenses can mount because of the time involved. Mr. Jones said that the hours add up because every discovery of a relative leads to two more questions — the ancestor’s parents.

Dr. Holden said she had spent hundreds of hours since she became serious about genealogy. “I do it in fits and spurts,” she explained. For a time, she “spoke on a daily basis to a cousin I had never met.”

“We were consumed by finding our story,” she said. “I felt like Nancy Drew, it was exciting.”

Adds Mr. Kraus: “if you’re successful in the early stages, it’s like salted peanuts. Once you start, you won’t stop.”

Bob!
















From Faith and Theology

Bob Dylan in Brisbane 2007

Bob Dylan’s concert here in Brisbane last night was a revelation, a miracle. With his eyes glistening beneath a white Spanish hat, Dylan conjured up images of a younger self, of that wildly anarchic Bob Dylan of the 1970s’ Rolling Thunder Revue. And he performed here with comparable energy and intensity (albeit with greater control), reshaping and transfiguring some of his greatest songs.

The song and dance man was in fine form, and he was clearly enjoying himself. He was playful and exuberant in “Tangled Up in Blue.” He erupted into a raw and piercing harmonica solo in “Ballad of a Thin Man.” His interpretations of “Lay, Lady, Lay,” “When the Deal Goes Down,” and “The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll” were marked by subtle tenderness and exquisite longing. And his haunting delivery of “Nettie Moore” was almost overwhelming in its spare intensity – I couldn’t look, I had to close my eyes, as Dylan evoked his darkly luminous vision of a “world … gone black before my eyes.” In all this, I was above all impressed with a sense of how much Dylan cares about these songs – he is not their master but their servant, and night after night he lovingly places himself at their disposal.

But the greatest moments of the evening were the electrifying performance of “Highway 61 Revisited” and the explosive re-creation of the 2001 song “High Water.” The power of this latter performance was best summed up in Dylan’s own fierce growl, “I can write you poems, make a strong man lose his mind.”

If you didn’t feel this threat – the risk that you might “lose your mind” in the furnace of Bob Dylan’s creative intensity – then you simply weren’t paying attention.


posted by Ben Myers

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Wish I'da been there. I've seen Dylan perform live several times over the years (as an old timer myself) and each time has been different. I have seen him perform a flawless incandescent mind boggling show. I have also seen him perform as if he had something better he could be doing. I've also seem him perform so badly I wanted to yell "you suck" and throw rotten tomatoes. He's a poet and a prophet -- a performer when the spirit moves him, but, alas , as we all know, sometimes the spirit just doesn't move it. That's why I go to his shows still, and shall continue. You never know which Bob will show up.

Aren't the lot of us multiple personalities? With most of us, it's questionable from time to time "who" is going to show up for the show.

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Friday, August 17, 2007

Wrecking Havoc, According to Me














Stop Being So Religious

Hafiz


What
Do sad people have in
Common?

It seems
They have all built a shrine
To the past

And often go there
And do a strange wail and
Worship.

What is the beginning of
Happiness?

It is to stop being
So religious

Like

That.

The Gift

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Defeat.

I have waved the white flag and pulled all the remaining tulip bulbs from the garden. I'll put a few back covered in finer mesh than last year. And I'll force some bulbs in pots and put them out.The squirrels are relentless. In the spring they actually pulled the wire mesh apart with their tiny little paws and then dug through the hole to get the bulb. I'd be better off just burying some dollar bills so they can run off and enjoy a full-on winter filled with riotous living. I can see them now - their furry arms linked together as they toast my generosity/stupidity and their wire-bending fingers wrapped around the delicate stems of yet another round of nut-flavored martinis.

Daffodils (narcissus) it is. Squirrels find daffodil bulbs to be the brussel sprout of the "I'm going to ruin your garden." buffet.

In the meantime, a friend of mine sent me this:

The Worriers' Guild

Today there is a meeting of the
Worriers' Guild,
and I'll be there.
The problems of Earth are
to be discussed
at length
end to end
for five days
end to end
with 1100 countries represented
all with an equal voice
some wearing turbans and smocks
and all the men will speak
and the women
with or without notes
in 38 languages
and nine different species of logic.
Outside in the autumn
the squirrels will be
chattering and scampering
directionless throughout the town
because
they aren't organized yet.

"The Worriers' Guild" by Philip F. Deaver, from How Men Pray ©. Anhinga Press.

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The above from the wonderful blog, "Onehouse."
Hilarious.
I once put out over 300 bulbs in the fall, and anxiously awaited their sprouting in the spring, and NOT ONE came up.
Squirrels.

Yummy yummy bulbs.
Nut-flavored martinis indeed.

Human beings are hilarious in their presumption of being in control of the levers of life what with all their fancy plans and all. All the while, underground, the moles and the voles and the squirrels and other small creatures wreck havoc and amuse themselves. Well, we think they wreck havoc. They, like we , are programmed to survive. Our programming seems to include the hope that we will see fit to educate ourselves -- to get to where we can see the larger picture. If we don't understand nature, our tinkering with it is bound to be somewhat destructive. Or maybe it's more that we are called to appreciate nature, to respect it, to recognize our own human limitations and not desire to control all of life, to tame and subjugate it to serve our own ends

Years ago, I remember watching "Blue Velvet" -- one of the most frightening (to me) films I've ever seen. The opening shot looked up at people from a mole's eye perspective , and then the camera burrowed on underneath the earth. It was terrifying. The metaphor seemed to be about all the goes on all around us that we choose neither to see nor to acknowledge. That refusing to see doesn't in fact make it vanish. That flattering ourselves that we can and do know more about life and the world than we really CAN know is just more hubris.

A lot of our worship seems like worry to me. Prayer lists that go on and on bewailing all of the myriad physical afflictions and sufferings until you just know that God is just sick of hearing about it. Praising God as if God is a deaf and vain old man. Affirming old creeds that have all the intensity of reading an ancient treaty between warring tribes. Singing as though we are both half asleep and bored out of our minds. Either that or the amphetamine laced "prayer and praise" sprinkled with "We just......" and "Daddy daddy daddy God .... Daddy, pay attention to me." Meanwhile , time's squirrels have scampered on and we have neglected the present moment AGAIN. Zen Christianity? Is it possible? Is the Christian vision of Jesus just another Utopian hope? The practice of Christianity on earth is really so often so dismal.

Worship that is worry free -- now that is interesting.



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Thursday, August 16, 2007

Garden of Hate



















"I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I watered it in fears
Night and morning with my tears,
And I sunned it with smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright,
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine -

And into my garden stole
When the night had veiled the pole;
In the morning, glad, I see
My foe outstretched beneath the tree."

William "Uncle Willie" Blake


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The Garden of Hate
Echidne of the Snakes



Today I walk around with a frozen burst of anger, like a cold rock, in the pit of my stomach. This is one of the costs of civilization: that anger must sometimes be swallowed rather than acted on. It is not comfortable, though, and may even harm me in the long-run. So I turn to my garden for help. Anger is good fuel for wood chopping, digging or raking leaves; and all these chores use it up nicely. Unfortunately, the garden doesn't currently require any of these. It just sits there, being beautiful.

Beautiful gardens are therapeutic against many human ills, but not against anger or rage, unless destroying plants by stomping on them, sawing down all the trees and scrawling obscene graffiti on the stone paths would effect a cure (I haven't tried this yet).

Or perhaps gardens could be used for the alleviation of anger without wrecking them. All that is needed is to create a Garden of Hate, and to invite all your favorite enemies to visit it. (Only in your mind, of course!) There would be a place by the garden gate where they would leave their shoes. A sharp gravel path would then lead them past skunk cabbages and marigolds (for scent), stinging nettles and poison ivy (for touch) to a garden seat erected on a bed of quicksand.

While your enemies, seated uncomfortably on rough splintery wood, slowly sink into oblivion, their eyes can feast on all the menacing topiary one can coax out of tortured suburban yews, and their ears on the whine of hungry mosquitoes and the buzz of angry hornets. Perfect.

If I could create such a garden and rent it out a few weekends each year the proceeds would let me observe it the rest of the year in effortless leisure.

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In hatred as in love, we grow like the thing we brood upon. What we loathe, we graft into our very soul.

~Mary Renault
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hatred bounces

~e.e. cummings


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A Rattlesnake, if Cornered will become so angry it will bite itself. That is exactly what the harboring of hate and resentment against others is - a biting of oneself. We think we are harming others in holding these spites and hates, but the deeper harm is to ourselves.

~E. Stanley Jones

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I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.

~James Baldwin

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Metaphor



















"The problem for and the function of religion in this age is to awaken the heart. When the clergy do not or cannot awaken the heart, that tells us that they are unable to interpret the symbols through which they are supposed to enlighten and spiritually nourish their people. When , instead, the clergy talk of ethical and political problems, that constitutes a betrayal of the human race. This substitution of social work, or heavy involvement in regulating the intimate decisions of family life, has nothing to do with the real calling of the clergy to open to their people the dimensions of the meaning of the Death, Resurrection, and Ascension of Jesus. These latter constitute a system of symbols that works perfectly."

--Joseph Campbell
Thou Art That
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In the words of poet Adrienne Rich:


"....My heart is moved by all I cannot save:
so much has been destroyed
I have to cast my lot with those
who age after age, perversely,
with no extraordinary power,
reconstitute the world."


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Take not, oh Lord, our literal sense. Lord, in thy great,

Unbroken speech our limping metaphor translate.

- C S Lewis

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George Lakoff and Mark Johnson, Philosophy in the Flesh: The Embodied Mind and Its Challenge to Western Thought (1999) Basic Books [pages 567-568]:

"The mechanism by which spirituality becomes passionate is metaphor. An ineffable God requires metaphor not only to be imagined but to be approached, exhorted, evaded, confronted, struggled with, and loved. Through metaphor, the vividness, intensity, and meaningfulness of ordinary experience becomes the basis of a passionate spirituality. An effable God becomes vital through metaphor: The Supreme Being. The Prime Mover. The Creator. The Almighty. The Father. The King of Kings. Shepherd. Potter. Lawgiver. Judge. Mother. Lover. Breath.

The vehicle by which we are moved in passionate spirituality is metaphor. The mechanism of such metaphor is bodily. It is a neural mechanism that recruits our abilities to perceive, to move, to feel, and to envision in the service not only of theoretical and philosophical thought, but of spiritual experience."

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Arthur Koestler, The Act of Creation (1994) Dell/Laurel, New York, USA. [page 178]:

"The creative act, insofar as it depends on unconscious resources, presupposes a relaxing of controls and a regression to modes of ideation which are indifferent to the rules of verbal logic, unperturbed by contradiction, untouched by the dogmas and taboos of so called common sense. At the decisive stage of discovery the codes of disciplined reasoning are suspended - as they are in a dream, the reverie, the manic flight of thought, when the steam of ideation is free to drift, by its own emotional gravity, as it were, in an apparent 'lawless' fashion."

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James Hillman
, The Soul's Code (1996) Random House [pages 39-40]:

"Each life is formed by its unique image, an image that is the essence of that life and calls it to a destiny. As the force of fate, this image acts as a personal daimon, an accompanying guide who remembers your calling.

The daimon motivates. It protects. It invents and persists with stubborn fidelity. It resists compromising reasonableness and often forces deviance and oddity upon its keeper, especially when neglected or opposed. It offers comfort and can pull you into its shell, but it cannot abide innocence. It can make the body ill. It is out of step with time, finding all sorts of faults, gaps, and knots in the flow of life - and it prefers them. It has affinities with myth, since it is itself a mythical being and thinks in mythical patterns.

It has much to do with feelings of uniqueness, of grandeur and with the restlessness of the heart, its impatience, its dissatisfaction, its yearning. It needs its share of beauty. It wants to be seen, witnessed, accorded recognition, particularly by the person who is its caretaker. Metaphoric images are its first unlearned language, which provides the poetic basis of mind, making possible communication between all people and all things by means of metaphors. "


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The voice within is what I'm married to. All marriage is a metaphor for that marriage. My lover is the place inside me where an honest yes and no come from. That's my true partner. It's always there. And to tell you yes when my integrity says no is to divorce that partner.

Byron Katie
I Need Your Love-Is That True?


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Robert Stetson Shaw, quoted in James Gleick, Chaos: Making a New Science, Viking, New York, 1987. p. 262:


" 'You don't see something until you have the right metaphor to let you perceive it' [Robert Stetson] Shaw said, echoing Thomas S Kuhn."


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“God is a metaphor for that which transcends all levels of intellectual thought. It's as simple as that.”

Joseph Campbell quotes (American prolific Author, Editor, Philosopher and Teacher, 1904-1987)


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“Using a metaphor in front of a man as unimaginative as Ridcully was like a red flag to a bull, was like putting something very annoying in front of someone who was annoyed by it”

Terry Pratchett quotes (English Writer, b.1948)

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Let It Be















Horoscope:

Welcome to the Season of Temporary Insanity.
According to my analysis of the omens, your imminent immersion in lunacy,
delirium, and freakiness won't hurt a bit
For best results, keep the following
advice bubbling and frothing in the back of your mind.

(1) "Only when he no longer knows what he is doing does the painter do good things."
- Edgar Degas.
(2) "Sell your cleverness and buy bewilderment."
– Rumi, translated by Coleman Barks.
(3) "All of us are crazy good in one way or another."
- Yiddish saying.
(4) "You are either losing your mind -- or gaining your soul."
- Julia Cameron.

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Immersed in Joseph Campbell's
"Thou Art That"

Fantastic.

This time of year makes me sad. The heat is oppressive.

Seeing my father also makes me sad. For so much it's too late, but never so late that we can't let it go.

Let it go.

Let go.

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Play


















Again and again
Some people in the crowd wake up.
They have no ground in the crowd
And they emerge according to broader laws.
They carry strange customs with them,
And demand room for bold gestures.

The future speaks ruthlessly through them.

- Rainer Maria Rilke, translated by Stephen Mitchell

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Special note to SAS:

Not all play is really playful, sometimes it is the inability to be truly serious as called for
by the situation. Or to see that real play is often deadly serious. It's all a matter of intent.
Sometimes the intent of play is to refuse to decide. Or to hang onto being the maker of the
rules and not hand the game over to another.

See Homo Ludens.

"Huizinga's genius is to find the idea of play hiding like a spider in the most unlikely places.
The medieval "judicial duel", where justice was done by fighting? Clearly a development of
ancient forms of combat - and that combat itself was always highly stylised and ritualised,
which show, according to Huizinga, that they themselves were "play" forms.

He demonstrates with convincing scholarship that Greek tragic drama and religion were also
born from play.


The important thing for the reader to understand is that Huizinga does not think that play is in
any way trivial or less than serious. In fact, he argues that play is a wider, more all-embracing
concept than seriousness. Because the idea of seriousness excludes play, whereas the
idea of play can very well be taken seriously. In the latter portion of his book, he laments the
fact that play has been ripped from its organic place at the heart of communities and transferred to
commercialized spheres of sport.

Contrary to what another reviewer says here, Huizinga was not writing in the 1950s but in
1938.

A time when the old ideals of nobility and chivalry even in war had been exploded.
A time when the very idea of play was something worth cherishing, something to attempt to
preserve for a more fortunate future.

This is a masterpiece of deeply humanist historical and cultural analysis. If it annoys
poststructuralists, well, its the poststructuralists who have the problems.

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Propaganda















From "Which Way Are You Going?" a pamphlet distributed as a newspaper insert prior to the Chilean plebiscite in the fall of 1988. The pamphlet urged citizens to vote "Yes" for another eight-year term for President Augusto Pinochet. Pinochet lost by a vote of 55 to 43 percent. From January 1989.


from Harpers

Propaganda


Ken Silverstein, “How the Pentagon’s ‘Surrogates Operation’ Feeds Stories Directly to Administration-Friendly Bloggers,” July 19, 2007:

The unit was initially called the “Surrogates Operation” but was later rechristened as “Communications Outreach” after someone realized that the original title, while accurate, was embarrassing for those working with the Pentagon . . . The Surrogates unit arranges regular conference calls during which senior Pentagon officials brief retired military officials, civilian defense and national security analysts, pundits, and bloggers. A few moderates are invited to take part, but the list of participants skews far, far to the right. The Pentagon essentially feeds participants the talking points, bullet points, and stories it wants told.

The U.S. Department of Defense, “Defend America,” 2007:

Welcome to the archives of the “Bloggers’ Roundtable.” Here you will find source material for recent stories in the blogosphere concerning the Department of Defense (DoD) and the Global War on Terrorism by bloggers and online journalists. Where available, this includes transcripts, biographies, related fact sheets and video.

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Aldous Huxley, “Notes on Propaganda,” December 1936:

Propaganda by even the greatest masters of style is as much at the mercy of circumstances as propaganda by the worst journalists. Ruskin’s diatribes against machinery and the factory system influenced only those who were in an economic position similar to his own; on those who profited by machinery and the factory system they had no influence whatever. From the beginning of the twelfth century to the time of the Council of Trent, denunciations of ecclesiastical and monastic abuses were poured forth almost without intermission. And yet, in spite of the eloquence of great writers and great churchmen, like St. Bernard and St. Bonaventura, nothing was done. It needed the circumstances of the Reformation to produce the Counter-Reformation. Upon his contemporaries the influence of Voltaire was enormous. Lucian had as much talent as Voltaire and wrote of religion with the same disintegrating irony. And yet, so far as we can judge, his writings were completely without effect. The Syrians of the second century were busily engaged in converting themselves to Christianity and a number of other Oriental religions; Lucian’s irony fell on ears that were deaf to everything but theology and occultism. In France during the first half of the eighteenth century a peculiar combination of historical circumstances had predisposed the educated to a certain religious and political skepticism; people were ready and eager to welcome Voltaire’s attacks on the existing order of things. Political and religious propaganda is effective, it would seem, only upon those who are already partly or entirely convinced of its truth.

The Lincoln Group, “The Good News,” June 2006.
From articles written last October and November by U.S. troops for placement in Iraqi media with the help of the Lincoln Group, a consulting firm working for the United States in Iraq. Editors of Iraqi newspapers were paid up to $2,000 each for printing such stories.

IRAQI ARMY DEFEATS TERRORISM

With the people’s approval of the constitution, Iraq is well on its way to forming a permanent government. Meanwhile, the underhanded forces of Al Qaeda remain bent on halting progress and inciting civil war. The honest citizens of Iraq, however, need not fear these criminals and terrorists. The brave warriors of the Iraqi Security Forces (ISF) are hard at work stopping Al Qaeda’s attacks before they occur.

On October 24, soldiers near Taji received a report that terrorists were stockpiling dangerous weapons. The soldiers found over 150 tank and artillery rounds. They destroyed every last round, ensuring they will never be used against the Iraqi people.

Paul Ford, Weekly Review, December 6, 2005:

It was revealed that the U.S. Army was writing positive news stories about the Iraq war, and was then paying to have the articles translated into Arabic and published in Iraqi newspapers. Abdul Zahra Zaki, editor of the newspaper Al Mada, said that if he had known the stories—with titles like “Iraqis Insist on Living Despite Terrorism” and “More Money Goes to Iraq’s Development”—were written by the Army he would have “charged much, much more.”

George William Curtis, “Editor’s Easy Chair,” May 1862:

But we are to remember that very few writers or speakers are in haste to announce that the people wish any thing which they themselves individually do not. And the chance is that they say the people wish it because the speakers think that they ought to.

If we could, therefore, believe speakers and writers to be both sagacious and sincere, their words of this kind would have great weight. But unluckily we are compelled to believe that the phrase “the people wish it” is only a rhetorical phrase. At least there is scarcely a despot in the world who does not despotize in the name of what he calls his faithful subjects. He wears his crown by the grace of God, he says; but he assumes the Ioyalty of his people, and he fights against them, often enough, under the plea of protecting them . . .

It is impossible to determine that the people wish any thing merely because some body says so. We know what we want them to wish-how many of us know what they do wish? It is the very secret of the highest statesmanship in this country to know that, and then to do it. How, for instance, We were mistaken all round in our rebellion. The Southern wise men thought that the North would rise for them. The Northern sagamores thought the South would not rise at all. Each was disappointed. The South did rise, and nobody at the North, but a few feeble, maundering party sots wanted their rebellion to destroy the nation. The people were right, but the doctors all thought them wrong.

Roger D. Hodge, Weekly Review, December 10, 2002:

Prominent American writers such as Richard Ford, Michael Chabon, and Billy Collins contributed to a State Department anthology on what it means to be an American writer. The collection is banned in the United States under the Smith-Mundt Act of 1948, which prohibits the domestic dissemination of American propaganda meant for foreign audiences.

Bernard DeVoto, “Give It To Us Straight!” (Editor’s Easy Chair),”, August 1942:

The official position of course is that we are not conducting any propaganda, foreign or domestic. Actually American propaganda goes out to foreign countries by radio, to mention only one medium, at least eighteen hours a day, and to the home front rather more than that. Many large businesses are advertising themselves by means of war propaganda. The Army, the Navy, the Marine Corps, the Coast Guard, the United States Treasury, the Department of Agriculture, and the services of information themselves are sponsoring radio propaganda. There is nothing evil, offensive, dishonest, or irreligious in that fact. The trouble is that the propaganda is badly done.

In pointing out that the government propaganda is pretty bad, the Easy Chair is not saying that that done by the advertising business or the radio business in general is good. A news broadcast ends: “. . . heroic Americans giving up their lives that you and I may be free. Do your part by buying War Bonds and Stamps. In order to keep fit for freedom, take old Doc Herkimer’s safe but sure Kickapoo Cathartic . . .” When the advertising business forcibly attaches the patriotic sacrifice of soldiers’ lives to somebody’s patent remedy for flatulence it commits blasphemy. But the immediate point is that it also brings war bonds and stamps into disrepute. This is on the level of the local broadcast and the thirty-second “reader.” The mistake is most offensive at that level but it exists also on the level of nationally broadcast programs. Many of these, though laudably designed to unify our feelings and increase our awareness of the war, fail because of their blatant phonyness.

Rightly or wrongly, the radio uses the dramatic sketch as its commonest vehicle. It undertakes to dramatize heroism, battle, patriotic dedication, and the last full measure of devotion. In ninety per cent of its product so far, however, it has achieved only a rich hamminess of content made worse by the resonant falsity of an announcer who heard too many Fourth of July orations when he was a boy and, as an adult, has listened too reverently to the March of Time. The average radio dramatization of heroism presents its heroes shrieking, bellowing, sobbing, moaning, and expressing nobility through a succession of sneezes, belches, and other explosive sounds intended to inform us that the emotions are too grand or too awful for words to convey. Then at the end, an ululating baritone mushy with pumped-up pity or unfelt awe tries to draw the whole thing to a fine point of inspiration by producing bugle tones on the vocal cords. The whole performance is pure corn and its inevitable effect is disgust.

A simple fact accounts for this failure. In some households which the drama reaches, sons or husbands have already been killed in such circumstances as the drama fictitiously portrays, and in thousands of others sons or husbands are expected presently to run their chances of dying in such circumstances. The radio can dramatize these tremendous realities effectively only if it employs a truth which the drama of the stage realized long ago. You can render the tremendous only by understating it, by being simple and concrete, by telling the hundredth part sincerely and letting that one-hundredth suggest the rest–and by underacting it, by being quiet and soft-spoken, by permitting the hundredth part of the emotion to imply the rest. A man or woman whose son has been killed or is risking death for his country is necessarily revolted by the phony noise of an actor who will be lighting a cigarette and calling for a drink as soon as the red light has gone off. The stage learned that principle a long time ago, but the radio has regressed to the ham of a more sentimental day. When asked why, it answers that it has had to. Its effort, it says, is not to convince you and me, sophisticated adults who read Harper’s, but to hold an audience whose mental age is twelve years. It is a bad mistake. The listeners are older than the radio thinks.

Roger D. Hodge, Weekly Review, March 16, 2004:

Congress was investigating videos produced by the White House for local television news programs in which paid actors impersonate reporters and give flattering accounts of the new Medicare law.

Roger D. Hodge, Weekly Review March 25, 2004:

The General Accounting Office concluded in a report that the Bush Administration violated federal law when it produced simulated news spots for local news stations on the new Medicare law; the GAO said that the spots were “covert propaganda.”

Harper’s Index, June 1999:

Ratio of the number of political ads aired last year that used the word “good” to those that used the word “evil” : 44 : 1

D.A. Saunders, “The Failure of Propaganda: And what to do about it,” November 1941:

The Senate Military Affairs Committee nodded approvingly as it listened to Brigadier General John F. Williams, chief of the National Guard Bureau in Washington. General Williams was telling the Senators that “the National Guard is ready and willing to stay in service” as requested by President Roosevelt. A fine group of sturdy young Americans; glad of the opportunity to serve their country, no doubt. But when the olive-drab convoys of the 44th Division roared through Fredericksburg, Maryland, notes were dropped from the speeding trucks which read: “One year’s enough. Send this to your newspaper. Who the hell is General Williams to say the National Guard wouldn’t mind staying another year? No one I know was asked. Why not take a vote among the National Guard?” A corporal in the same division said, “If we are required to stay in longer than a year we’ll be getting a dirty double-cross. Why didn’t they tell us we would be in longer than a year at the beginning? I quit my job in October to volunteer for a year’s service and get it over with so that I might get married. Now they want me to stay longer . . .”

The welfare of America being rightly the first concern of all Americans, we must wake up to the fact that our own propaganda is treading the same weary road, repeating in detail every British mistake. Our own propaganda too has considered the war wholly in “defensive” terms. Every step toward war has been made with the contention that this is the only possible way to keep out. America’s entire relation to the war has been discussed in terms of the most calculating self-interest; the chief arguments seem to have been whether Germany will be a military threat to America if she wins or whether the Nazis will be able to cut in on our South American trade. The very phrases that have been used–”the preservation of our way of life,” “the dignity of the individual,” “the threat to our democracy”–are conservative phrases, referring to things we already have rather than things we mean to achieve. President Roosevelt reiterates that we do not appreciate the full gravity of the situation; we cannot as long as our propaganda is based upon Hitler’s threat to our business interests–interests that are remote indeed from the average man. When Secretary Hull describes Axis maneuvers as “encirclement” of the United States has he forgotten that Hitler has tried this propaganda method and found it wanting? Former Ambassador Bullitt warns us that we may soon become the last stronghold of freedom on earth; can’t somebody find two or three trifling freedoms we do not have now that we could fight for?

These aims are conservative aims, and when advanced (as they frequently are) by conservative men they do not have the millionth chance of serving as a real source of inspiration. The many private agencies striving to “awake America” reveal the same inadequacies. Appeals for the defense of democracy (note that word “defense”) are made in terms of things as they are. Labor is warned that it will lose the privileges it has if the Axis dominates the world; minorities are urged to sacrifice because Hitler threatens their freedom; and all of us are continually pounded with the danger which the Axis represents to our civil rights. The incalculable value of these priceless possessions is granted. But would not all of us be far more inspired at the prospect of achieving something still better?

“China’s Slow News Days,” April 1997:

There have been over 10,000 cases of demonstrations and protests in urban and rural areas within the past year; all of these are not to be covered.


Spalding Gray














From Harpers

Spalding Gray


Robin Snead as told to Victor Ozols, “What It Feels Like . . . to Find Spalding Gray’s Body,” Esquire, August 2007:

I got in touch with his wife, and I mentioned that I’d never try to exploit my discovery. She said, “No, please, do whatever you like. You don’t have to be tasteful. This is Spalding Gray. All he ever talked about was his own death.”

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Detail from Mis-Communicated, a drawing by Nicola López, August 2006

Spalding Gray, “Fear of, Well, Flying,”, February 1992:

GRAY: But you are flying a lot and the pilots are drinking. That’s what I’m always afraid of. I’ve always said I would never fly on a plane where the pilot believes in reincarnation. When you get on a plane, do you meditate or do you feel that you can help keep the plane up? Do you have more power than the average person flying on the plane?

DALAI LAMA: I used to have a lot of fear when flying. Now I am getting used to it. But when I get very afraid or anxious, then, yes, as mentioned, I recite some prayers or some mantra. Also, you see, the final conclusion is the belief in karma. If I created some karma to have a certain kind of death, I cannot avoid that. Although I try my best, if something happens, I have to accept it. It is also possible that I have no karmic force. But then even if the plane crashes, I may survive.

Spalding Gray, “A Celebration of Flies,” August 1999:

“Dad, can I tell you something? I know what’s inside ghosts.”

“Oh, really, Forrest? Well then, what is inside ghosts?”

“Nothing, Dad.”

“And what is nothing, Forrest?”

“Nothing is just a word, Dad.

“But Dad, ‘oh my’ is not a bad word, is it?”

“No Forrest, I’ve told you over and over that there are no bad words. A word only starts to take on a good or bad meaning when it’s used in context, and we’ll discuss that one later. Also, ‘oh’ and ‘my’ are two words, not one.”

“But my teacher said we could not say, ‘Oh my God.’”

“Forrest, you can say any word you want. You can say ‘God.’ You can say ‘my.’ You can say ‘oh.’ You can say ‘God my oh.’ Now let’s go over the lesson again. What might your teacher think is a real bad word? Let’s take a really good bad word. Let’s take ’shit.’ Well now, we don’t have the word ’shit’ yet, do we, so we’re going to have to make it up. Create it. Done. Now, I’m going to write the word ’shit’ in the air. It starts with the letter ’s.’ Now is ’s’ a bad letter? Does it smell? No. My first name begins with ’s.’ It’s kind of a nice snaky letter. Now we make the ‘h.’ Anything bad about that? No. Now we have ‘i’ and now ‘t.’ There it is Forrest, there’s the word, s-h-i-t, written in the air. Now please don’t mistake the word for the substance in the toilet. The substance in the toilet is the thing-in-itself. It smells and it has some offensive properties. Don’t confuse the word with the substance. The word is only a signifier. Now Forrest, the Bible had it somewhat wrong, or at least the Book of John did. The Book of John says, ‘In the beginning was the word.’ The opening of Genesis is more right on. It says, ‘In the beginning God created . . .’ Now, you can forget about God for the time being and just think of the act of creation. That’s all verb. That’s all action. So we have the act, the creation, and then we have the substance created. That’s what we call the thing in and for itself, and then we have the name. You see, only after it’s something does it get named. Now look, wait, I’ve got another idea. Let’s try writing the word ’shit’ with a stick here in the dirt. Will writing it in the dirt make it a dirty word? No, because we have to carve the dirt out with a stick in order to make the word. So it really is an absence of dirt, isn’t it?”

I put the stick down and look up at Forrest and realize that I’ve gone a little bit too far with today’s lesson. Forrest looks up at me and says, “Are you all right, Dad?”

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Spalding Gray, “Right off the end forever,” August 2006:

JOURNAL ENTRY, OCTOBER 2003

I CANNOT LET the children see me go crazy. I CANNOT play that one act on them. NO. Big NO because I am in the place of my mom now. The first thoughts of suicide came to me last spring. I drove to the ocean and threw myself in. It was March and very cold. Someone at the beach saw me and called the police. The cop that stopped me knew a great deal of my work and said “Oh, yeah. You, your mother, and suicide. I’ve seen your stuff on TV, It puts me to sleep late at night.” Because he’s a fan, he takes me home instead of to the hospital, and I’m all wet.

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Friday, August 03, 2007

All I Have Is A Voice















From the Daily dish

The Poet Laureate

03 Aug 2007

It's Charles Simic, which makes some of us very happy. Here's a 2005 interview with Simic from the Paris Review. Money quote:

INTERVIEWER: "All I have is a voice," Auden wrote in "September 1, 1939," "To undo the folded lie." Of course he then later disowned this poem . . . But it seems to me your poems are often motivated by the desire to "undo folded lies," or at least to expose the various complexities that politicians and pundits attempt to disguise from us.

SIMIC: Let's hope so. Poetry in my view is a defense of the individual against all the forces arrayed against him. Every religion, every ideology and orthodoxy of thought and manner wants to reeducate him and make him into something else. To sing from the same sheet is the ideal. A true patriot doesn’t think for himself, they’ll tell you. I realize that there’s a long tradition in poetry of not speaking truth to power and, in fact, of being its groveling apologist. I just don’t have it in me.

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The Tao That Can be Talked About is Not the Tao



















From Maha;

The Wisdom of Doubt, Part XI

Filed under: Religion, Wisdom of Doubt — maha @ 7:55 am

The first line of the Tao Teh Ching (China, ca. 500 BCE), in most translations, is “The Tao that can be talked about is not the Tao,” or variations thereof. John Wu (Shambhala, 1989) begins the first verse:

Tao can be talked about, but not the Eternal Tao.
Names can be named, but not the Eternal Name.

Lin Yutang does it this way:

The Tao the can be told of
Is not the Absolute Tao;
The Names that can be given
Are not Absolute Names.

I’ve read all manner of commentaries saying that it is impossible to translate Zhou Dynasty Chinese into English literally. Each translation is, therefore, a reflection of the translator’s conceptualization of what the ancient text is trying to say. If you breeze around the web you can find at least a dozen translations, and no two begin exactly the same way. However, most of them say that the true nature of the Tao cannot be explained with words.

In spite of the caveat, the Tao Teh Ching is a work of words — 81 verses about the Tao. How do you talk about that which cannot be talked about? One way is by simile, and the Tao Teh Ching is full of ‘em. The Tao is like a empty bowl (verse 4). The Tao is like a bellows (verse 5). The Tao is like water (several verses).

Jesus used simile also, to describe the kingdom of heaven. The kingdom of heaven is like yeast (or “leaven”; Matthew 13:33). The kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed (Matthew 13:31). The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field (Matthew 13:44).

There’s a big difference between water and an empty bowl, or between a grain of mustard seed and hidden treasure. What do these similes communicate? Of course, the original passages from which these similes were taken provide more explanation to guide the reader to the possible meaning. Even so, over the centuries there have been diverse interpretations of the texts.

If you’re talking about something that has no precise physical attributes and is outside most peoples’ experiences or conceptual frames of reference, how do you explain it? As soon as you open your mouth, your listeners will try to relate your words to something they already know. Struggling to “get it,” they’ll conceptualize all manner of things that may bear little resemblance to what you are trying to explain.

If the communication is from another time or culture, the likelihood of misunderstanding is even higher. Often people who live in the same culture share metaphors that are easily misunderstood by someone outside that culture. There’s a good example in moonbat’s “Freeway Blogging” post. A sign says “We’re all wearing the blue dress now.” How would a time-traveler from twenty years ago interpret that? They might relate it to the song “Devil With a Blue Dress,” but I doubt that’s the reference intended by the sign maker. Similarly, maybe yeast and mustard seeds had connotations for Jesus’ listeners that have been lost.

Joseph Campbell wrote,

The symbol, energized by metaphor, conveys, not just an idea of the infinite but some realization of the infinite. We must remember, however, that the metaphors of one historically conditioned period, and the symbols they innervate, may not speak to the persons who are living long after that historical moment and whose consciousness has been formed by altogether different experiences. …

… The problem, as we have noted many times, is that these metaphors, which concern that which cannot in any other way be told, are misread prosaically as referring to tangible facts and historical occurrences. …

… When the language of metaphor is misunderstood and its surface structures become brittle, it evokes merely the time-and-place bound order of things and its spiritual signal, if transmitted at all, becomes even fainter. [Joseph Campbell, Thou Art That: Transforming Religious Metaphor, Eugene Kennedy, editor (New World Library, 2001) pp. 6-7]

When people insist the old texts must be interpreted as literal facts, the deeper meaning is entirely lost. Karen Armstrong writes,

Before the modern period, Jews, Christians and Muslims all relished highly allegorical interpretations of scripture. The word of God was infinite and could not be tied down to a single interpretation. Preoccupation with literal truth is a product of the scientific revolution, when reason achieved such spectacular results that mythology was no longer regarded as a valid path to knowledge.

We tend now to read our scriptures for accurate information, so that the Bible, for example, becomes a holy encyclopaedia, in which the faithful look up facts about God. Many assume that if the scriptures are not historically and scientifically correct, they cannot be true at all. But this was not how scripture was originally conceived. All the verses of the Qur’an, for example, are called “parables” (ayat); its images of paradise, hell and the last judgment are also ayat, pointers to transcendent realities that we can only glimpse through signs and symbols.

And then there are myths. We use the word myth to mean something that isn’t true. We might say, “Al Gore didn’t claim to invent the Internet; that’s just a myth.” But myths are more than just made-up stories. Consciously or unconsciously, myths shape our unspoken assumptions. They create the context within which we understand ourselves and everything else. These days we refer to political myths as “the narrative.” The narrative is a kind of folk history/mythos through which people form ideas about What America Is Supposed to Be and who we Americans are as a people. The factuality of the narrative is less important than the values, ideas and beliefs it conveys. This is why attempts to correct the many factual errors in the Right’s narratives don’t put a dent in their belief in them, since the stories themselves are not the point. The narrative shapes the collective imagination and identity of those who choose to accept it. As Bill Moyers argued here, we progressives ignore the power of narrative at our peril.

Religious myths have a similar function. The Bible can be read as a huge myth that informs the Jewish people who they are. Or, you can read it for more universal truths. For example, the Garden of Eden story in Genesis is a very rich myth with many layers of meaning. Truly, you don’t have to believe in God to appreciate it. We start with Adam and Eve in the Garden, naked and carefree. They are forbidden only one thing (the One Forbidden Thing is one of the most consistent story devices in all the world’s myths, I think), which is to eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. So when they ate the fruit (characters in these stories always do the One Forbidden Thing; otherwise there wouldn’t be a story) they recognized their nakedness and felt shame.

Then God showed up and said, “You blew it, people. You did the One Forbidden Thing. From now on, humans will be conscious of themselves as separate from the rest of Creation. Women will have pain in childbirth because their babies will have grapefruit-size heads. You will have to work for a living. And your descendants will have neuroses. They will need psychiatrists and lawyers. Way to go.”

This is, of course, a loose interpretation. Joseph Campbell wrote, “When Man ate of the fruit of the Tree, he discovered himself in the field of duality instead of the field of unity. As a result he finds himself out, in exile” (op cit, p. 15). Sort of what I said.

There’s a lot in this myth that underscores a paternalistic worldview, and of course I don’t much care for those parts. But the fruit-eating bit is fascinating. What does it say about knowledge of good and evil? What does it say about human consciousness? What does it say about how humans understand themselves vis-à-vis other living things on our planet? There’s lots of juicy stuff to contemplate in that story. I dare say you can find a lot of Truth in there, if you look for it.

And the great irony is that those who insist the story itself is factual, not myth, squeeze all the Truth out of it.

It’s stunning to me that people think the Garden of Eden had a geographical location and that Adam and Eve were real people, not archetypes. I understand the Garden as a level of consciousness. Can we return to that consciousness? Do we want to? And what does knowledge of good and evil have to do with it?

I’m thinking of the Hsin Hsin Ming, a 6th century Zen text called in English “Mind of Absolute Trust” or “Verses of the Faith-Mind.”

The Great Way is not difficult for those who have no preferences.
When love and hate are both absent everything becomes clear and undisguised.
Make the smallest distinction, however, and heaven and earth are set infinitely apart.
If you wish to see the truth then hold no opinions for or against anything.
To set up what you like against what you dislike is the disease of the mind.
When the deep meaning of things is not understood the mind’s essential peace is disturbed to no avail.

Another translation at the same link substitutes “The struggle between good and evil” for “To set up what you like against what you dislike.” The latter is the more common translation. In any event, it’s a clear warning against sorting things into binary absolute piles.

Humans have a limitless capability to misunderstand things. A recent “Explainer” column at Slate about the supposed reincarnation of the Buddha mentioned the “32 marks” or 32 physical characteristics of a Buddha, which include 40 teeth and a tongue long enough to lick his own ears. This is out of one of the old sutras of the Tripitaka. Allegory, people, allegory. Not that I have even a clue what significance 40 teeth and an extra-long tongue have. But compare/contrast to the fifth verse of the Diamond Sutra

“Subhuti, what do you think? Can the Buddha be recognized by means of his bodily form?”

“No, Most Honored One, the Buddha cannot be recognized by means of his bodily form. Why? Because when the Buddha speaks of bodily form, it is not a real form, but only an illusion.”

The Buddha then spoke to Subhuti: “All that has a form is illusive and unreal. When you see that all forms are illusive and unreal, then you will begin to perceive your true Buddha nature.”

The Slate piece doesn’t get anything else right, either, but I thought the bit about the 32 marks was a particular hoot.

The iconic characters of Buddhist art sometimes are portrayed with numerous arms. The significance of the arms should become clear when you understand these characters as something like Jungian archetypes. The god, goddess, or bodhisattva is not to be worshiped, but realized as one’s own self. As the Hindu say, Thou Art That. When many people realize themselves as the Goddess of Compassion, then of course the goddess has many arms (and eyes, and feet, and multiple everything else). Just don’t expect to see someone who looks like that appear in your back yard in a puff of smoke. If you do, seek professional help.

One of the really aggravating things about the fundies is that they’ve persuaded non-religious people that religion is just a matter of believing nutty things written in scripture. In my experience it’s harder to explain why this isn’t true to atheists than to religious people, fundies excepted. I think even most Christians appreciate that at least some parts of the Bible are allegorical. I have come to realize that the crusading atheists assume all religious people are some kind of fundamentalist, and the only distinction is that some of us are more wishy-washy about it. The truth is that different people understand religion in an entirely different way.

The point of most of the world’s sacred texts is not to “believe in” whatever they say, but to understand what they’re trying to tell us. In most of the world’s sacred texts, “what they’re trying to tell us” is about ourselves. Even in the great epics like the Mahabharata, which has a long and convoluted story with many characters, the real subject of the story is the person hearing it. The story presents a way for the hearer to understand and experience himself in relation to everything else in the cosmos, throughout space and time. People who thumb through the epic looking for “facts” about Krishna and other deities in the story are missing the point.

Awhile back John Shelby Spong wrote a book called Rescuing the Bible from Fundamentalism: A Bishop Rethinks the Meaning of Scripture. “My purpose in this volume is first to rescue the Bible from the exclusive hands of those who demand that it be literal truth and second to open that sacred story to levels of insight and beauty that, in my experience, literalism has never produced,” he wrote. Amen.

Joseph Campbell said,

The best thing one can do with the Bible is to read it spiritually rather than historically. Read the Bible in your own way, and take the message because it says something special to each reader, based on his or her own experience. The gift of God comes in your own terms. God, pure and in Himself, is too much. Carl Jung said, “Religion is a system to defend us against the experience of God.” It may be a species of impudence to think that the way you understand God is the way God is. [op cit, p. 60]

Although I agree generally with Campbell’s advice, lots of people will misunderstand what “spiritual reading” is. There always will be people who get stuck in the literal interpretations. Sometimes it helps to get a guide. A major function of a Zen teacher is to get students unstuck by challenging their understanding and urging them to go deeper. My first teacher, Daido, used to say that his role was to pull rugs out from under people.

Years ago I was active on some Buddhist Internet forums, and there I encountered no end of people determined to study Zen without a teacher. They figured they could just read the books, study the koans and figure it out for themselves. Inevitably they came up with dreadfully anal, left-brained, not-even-close ideas about what various teachings meant. And, of course, once they had made up their minds that their understanding was the “true” one, no one could talk them out of it. This phenomenon is so common it’s come to be called Zen Lite.

There’s a wonderful Zen story from 8th century China, give or take, about a tenzo, or monastery cook. (Tenzo is a Japanese word. This is a Chinese story but I mostly know Japanese names for things.) The tenzo usually was not chosen for his ability to cook but for his spiritual maturity, and it was a great honor to be the one chosen to nourish the rest of the monks. Anyway, one day while the tenzo was cooking the Bodhisattva Manjusri rose up out of a rice pot and began to expound upon the Dharma, or the teachings of the Buddha. Manjusri is the Bodhisattva of Wisdom, and one might assume anything he said about the Dharma would be profoundly wise.

So the tenzo, as a spiritually mature monk, did the correct thing. He picked up a large spoon, smacked the Bodhisattva back down into the cooking pot, and slammed a lid on the pot so he couldn’t come back.

Why did the tenzo do this? He might have assumed he was seeing a hallucination. But I think the real reason was that the tenzo feared he would become attached to the Bodhisattva’s words and be unable to see through them to the deeper meaning. The Tao that can be talked about is not the Tao.

Did this story really take place? Does it matter?

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I resigned from a couple of committees that I was on. I've had the insight that I need more silence in me.
I'm not quite sure what that means, but , FOR ME, I cannot be too busy, particularly the particular business of religion and church and "contributing" or being one of the in-crowd. I keep winding up out on the fringes, which is , in a sense, frustrating. But I do tend to want the wrong things for the wrong reasons, and have a tendency to involve myself in work-making because I feel that I should.

I need the silence, I need the stillness, I need to befriend the silence in myself, that part of myself that is true and not seek to emulate others. That just doesn't work for me.

Feeling a little bit lost. Off to the mountains to see my father, I guess because he seems to feel the pressure of time, that time might be short. We'll see what transpires.



A Sterile Rock That Grows Nothing



















"Only the individual who has come to terms with his self can have a dispassionate attitude toward the world. Once the harmony with the self is upset, he turns into a highly reactive entity. Like an unstable chemical radical he hungers to combine with whatever comes within his reach. He cannot stand apart, whole or self-sufficient, but has to attach himself whole-heartedly to one side or the other. …

… The fanatic is perpetually incomplete and insecure. He cannot generate self-assurance out of his individual resources — out of his rejected self — but finds it only in clinging passionately to whatever support he happens to embrace. This passionate attachment is the essence of his blind devotion and religiosity, and he sees in it the source of all virtue and strength. Though his single-minded dedication is a holding on for dear life, he easily sees himself as the supporter and defender of the holy cause to which he clings. … The fanatic is not really a stickler to principle. He embraces a cause not primarily because of its justice and holiness but because of his desperate need for something to hold on to. …

… The fanatic cannot be weaned away from his cause by an appeal to his reason or moral sense. He fears compromise and cannot be persuaded to qualify the certitude and righteousness of his holy cause. But he finds no difficulty in swinging from one holy cause to another. He cannot be convinced but only converted. His passionate attachment is more vital than the quality of the cause to which he is attached."

[Hoffer, The True Believer, HarperPerennial edition, pp. 84-86]

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"To be in possession of an absolute truth is to have a net of familiarity spread over the whole of eternity. There are no surprises and no unknowns. All questions have already been answered, all decisions made, all eventualities foreseen. The true believer is without wonder and hesitation. “Who knows Jesus knows the reason for all things.” The true doctrine is the master key to all the world’s problems. With it the world can be taken apart and put together."

{Hoffer, The True Believer, [p. 82]}

"Zen students are told that the path of Zen takes “great faith, great doubt, and great determination.” I found a dharma talk about this by Sensei Sevan Ross, who is the director of the Chicago Zen Center, called “The Distance Between Faith and Doubt.” Here’s just a bit:

Great Faith and Great Doubt are two ends of a spiritual walking stick. We grip one end with the grasp given to us by our Great Determination. We poke into the underbrush in the dark on our spiritual journey. This act is real spiritual practice - gripping the Faith end and poking ahead with the Doubt end of the stick. If we have no Faith, we have no Doubt. If we have no Determination, we never pick up the stick in the first place."

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"I found an online Catholic encyclopedia that defined doubt as:

A state in which the mind is suspended between two contradictory propositions and unable to assent to either of them. … Doubt is opposed to certitude, or the adhesion of the mind to a proposition without misgiving as to its truth; and again to opinion, or a mental adhesion to a proposition together with such a misgiving.

I like that definition. To religious seekers and mystics, “A state in which the mind is suspended between two contradictory propositions and unable to assent to either of them” is a fertile place from which profound understanding may grow. Certainty, on other hand, is a sterile rock that grows nothing."

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The above quotes from the excellent article and series "The Wisdom of Doubt" at the MAHA blog.

Lost in New Jersey


















Maha:

"A long time ago I wrote a poem that compared the spiritual journey to getting lost in New Jersey. You're driving around looking for the way to Manhattan, and you're completely lost. Then you see an exit sign by the road that says "Route 4 East to the George Washington Bridge." The George Washington Bridge will take you across the Hudson River to Manhattan. Now, the sensible thing to do would be to follow the sign and head toward the bridge. But in the world of religion, for some reason people don't do that. Instead, they pull over, get out of their cars, and begin to worship the sign."

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